So here's the story. I met this amazing Libra man (with the cusp of Vergo) at a bar. He's a painter. I work as a flight attendant and I frequent the town that he lives in. We went on a couple of dates and we had a great chemistry not just on mental level but what felt almost spiritual. I did make a mistake (?) of sleeping with him on my second date though... We kept in touch through text messages, emails, and phone calls and he would say that he wants to see me more and he'd send me a love song. I told him that I'd like to see him more too. He then got sick and it got so severe that he almost died (he was carried on ambulance and had to take a week off from work). He got a little better and asked when I'm coming back. So I decided to go visit him for a night between my work (about 12hours stay) although it takes a whole day to get there. When I got there, he ignored my texts and I had to call him to find out what he was up to. When I met him at his place, he was still sick (he got sick again) and he was coughing a lot. I felt so sorry for him. He noticeably lost weight and looked very tired. He said he hardly slept for the past couple of nights. I offered to stay in but he insisted that we go out. Throughout the night, he was acting weired. He'd not touch me and no signs of intimacy except he'd feed me some food from his fork. He intermittently made weired faces at me. Conversations were very sporadic and he'd talk about previous relationships and then we talked about something pretty personal. Then he said we can be good friends. So then I asked him if he's no longer interested in seeing me. He picked words to explain to me that he thought the distance was not gonna be an issue but he is not sure. He said that's just how he feels right now maybe it's because he's sick and he can't think past his own survival so he might think differently when he gets better. So I decided to not push. So I shut down despite my true feeling of wanting to be close to him. I was still nice to him however. When we got back to his place. I offered to sleep on the couch so he'd sleep better. He touched my stomach and caressed my arms before going to bed. When we woke up, he brewed coffee and made toast for me. On our way out, we didn't discuss our next meeting. He hugged me and said "fary well." (although his first language is not English, I took a hint.) Now, is our "relationship" over? I don't know what to think, feel, or expect now. What do I do— Please help!!!
