
Shaniajam
@Shaniajam
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Yes I'm back again with this fwb crap and before you roll your eyes hear me out. I got his birth year mixed up and realized I was reading all the wrong zodiac signs! I have been trying profusely to seperate from him but he just knows when I'm about to move on! Ok so listen....
Him:
Sun SAGGITARIUS
Moon Pisces
Venus SAGGITARIUS
Mars Scorpio
Me: sun Taurus
Moon Taurus
Venus Aries
Mars Scorpio
After looking at our pairing I realized why I felt the magnetic bond. Always in the back of my head I was like Taurus and SAGGITARIUS will never work! I was already heading out the door. He pushed for a relationship the. Stepped back and asked to be fwb. But this isn't a fwb and I don't know what we are and I won't ask cause I know commitment scares him and honestly I'm busy too (we're both in the entertainment industry and busy a lot). Anyways when we have sex it now feels like he's making love to me as if he's trying to tell me when before it was like just for excitement. He also spends the night. He also shows me his phone when he's around and tells me what's been going on with him and keeps me in the loop about his family. But if you only want fwb why even go there? Also he has said on more occasions that I'm the only one he is sexually active with and I notice one the few times we've been in social settings he watches me and text me from across the room If I'm indulging too much in a guy. I give him majooooooor space. Yet there is a bond that I can't explain.... He kisses me so passionately and oh my god wow. Also he asked me to do a threesome (not with a girl but with another guy) I honestly feel it was a test can't be sure... But when I declined and said I had no idea he viewed me that way and that I wasn't that type of girl and now I see I'm not what he's looking for cause anyone that wanted a true mate wouldn't do that.... He instantly came over and said it bothered him that I felt that way and he doesn't look at me that way and he had to say it in person. That's when the love making felt more deep and intense (damn I said love making). Am I making this up? Yet I act like we're nothing. He rubs my back after sex and caresses me. It's so weird. I'm lost and I can't ask him these things yet. It's only been two months as well so in treading lightly on bringing up relationship titles. Thanks.