I HAVE BEEN DAING MY CANCER MAKE FOR SEVEN MONTHS. THINGS WERE GREAT SMALL PETTY FIGHTS NOTHING MAJOR ONE TIME HE PULLED THAT DISAPPEARING ACT I HANDLED IT PROPERLY HE NEVER DID IT AGAIN. WE HAD A MAJOR EVENT LAST WEEKEND WHERE I FOUND OUT HE HAD LIED TO ME. HE SAID HE WAS TRYING TO SURPRISE ME NEVERTHLESS I WENT OFF. HE TRIED TO TALK TO ME TRIED TO EXPLAIN BUT WHEN SCORPS ARE MAD WE ARE MAD. I CONTINUED TO GO OFF RANTING AND RAVING BECAUSE I HAVE BEEN VERY UNDERSTANDING THE ENTIRE TIME AND I FELT THERE WAS NO REASON FOR A LIE. SUNDAY MORNING (THE LAST SENTENCE WAS FRM SATURDAY NIGHT) I CALLED AND TETED AND CALLED AND TEXTED ALL DAY TO NO AVAIL MONDAY THE SAME THING. I FOUND OUT HE TEXTED HIS DAUGHTERS MOM REGARDING THE SITUATION BUT HAD STILL BEEN IGNORING ME. I WAS VERY HURT AND SENT A TET REGARDING THAT(HE SAID THIS WAS HIS LAST STRAW) FINALLY ON THURSDAY WE SPEAK. HE SAID FOR NOW HE THINKS ITS BEST IF WE GO OUR WAYS. SATURDAY I CALL HIM REGARDING A PAPER I NEEDED HE DIDNT ANSWER I SENT A TET WITH A SAD FACE STATING THAT I HATED THE SITUATION AND DIDNT KNOW IF HE WAS IGNORING ME. HE CALLED ME RIGHT AWAY AND EXPLAINED THAT HE WASNT THAT HE WAS IN THE GYM. AND THAT HE WOULD GIVE ME THE PAPER. SUNDAY I SENT HIM A TEXT AND TOLD HIM WE NEEDED TO TALK. WE TALKED ABOUT THE WHOLE SITUATION I TOLD HIM MY SON KEEP ASKING FOR HIM AND I THINK IF WERE GONNA LET THIS GO I HAVE TO CUT OFF ALL CONTACT. HE TOLD ME HE JUST COULDNT BELIEVE II REACTED SO IRRATIONALLY AND NEVER EXPECTED THAT TYPE OF REACTION FROM ME "IT RUBBED HIM THE WRONG WAY AND TURNED HIM OFF" WE TALKED ABOUT IT A LIL MORE I TOLD HIM I THINK ITS WRONG HE WANTS TO LEAVE OVER ONE THING HE SAYS WE WILL FINISH TALKING ABOUT THIS TMRW WE GO ON TO TALK ABOUT FINALS AND SAY OUR GOODNIGHTS. MONDAY THE CANCER HOROSCOPE SAID YOU PUT UR SHELL UP TO PROTECT U FROM SITUATIONS THAT U FEAR OR INTIMIDATE YOU BUT UR VERY EMOTIONAL BEYONG THAT HARD SHELL AND U PUT IT UP AT TIMES AND BLOCK OUT THOSE WHO ARE ESSENTIAL TO YOUR LIFE, I FORWARDED TO HIM AND HE ASKED ME HOW DID IT MAKE ME FEEL DID I UNDERSTAND THE SHELL PART I SAID YES BUT DOES THE SHELL COME DOWN HE SAID MAYBE IDK HARD TO SAY. I SENT A VERY LONG ,SG EXPRESSING MY FEELINGS AND BASICALLY TELLING HIM I HAD TO MOVE ON IT WAS DRAINING ME EMOTIONALLY.. NO RESPONSE... I CALL HIM HE ANSWERS I ASK HIM IS THIS THE END HE STUTTERS SOME.. AND SAYS YES I SAID OKAY IM DONE AND WHEN IM GONE IM GONE AND IM NOT COMING BACK
