I've been described by a good number of people as elusive. Never really considered myself to be, till I realized how much I duck in and out of people's lives. One moment I could be around you all the time but, just as quickly as I had appeared, I disappear. Only to come back, at maximum 2 or 3 months later. I'm not like this with people I date. But even my closest of friends, I'll take "time off". Best example, my aqua fem. best friend. We hung out nearly every day over the summer but after a month of constantly seeing her I ducked out. Not that I found her annoying or couldn't stand to be around her, my focus just shifted elsewhere. It's been so bad that my other best friend, a cap, told me he felt he was boring me and that's why I wasn't around. Wasn't the case at all, I felt really bad. Even with family I can be incredibly distant at times. Any other cancers like this?
