So me and this cancer guy has been friends for a little over 5 years now.Before me and him became actual friends instead of associates he offered me to come up to his room and "cuddle" and I looked at him like a weirdo and told him no and left. I have always known for him to be a ladies man so I never initiated my interest in him because of that. I really didn't even have time to let him know early in our friendship that I looked at him that way before one of my friends hopped in the backseat of my car and began to top him off. Yes shocking I know, but I played it cool like I didn't care. At that point I just gave up with my interest in him and just let all my girlfriends I hung around just fall into his lap. Fast forward to today, now I'm stuck with a frenzy of emotions as to how he really feels about me. A few months ago he offered me a job to work with him and I accepted the offer not knowing this business opportunity would lead me to spending lots of time with him and growing my sexual attraction to him. Long story short we did the deed. The first time was short and odd you can tell we both were thinking "what are we doing" "what's next" "IDK if this right".lol also no one in my life knows about me and his sexual conquests I'm not sure if he has told his friends or not. But since he has been acting weird towards me he would flaunt girls essessively in my face. FaceTime girls and flirt and even kiss girls in front of me.But he gets mad at me when I talk about guys to my friends on the phone. I recently met his younger brother and we both share a common interest in music, and my dear cancer interrupted our conversation rudely by saying "WTF are you guys talking about?".This behavior confuses me because he also tells me "you're not my girl" when I'm simply only trying to get a response from him because he's not replying.and then he turns around and we cook breakfast together because he doesn't like my unhealthy eating habits and he pushes me to eat healthier when I'm around him. And he likes to show me his skills in the kitchen and little tricks that he can do. And his approach with sex with me is never straight forward almost as if he doesn't how I'm going to react.As you can see I'm in need of serious help.I love my cancer guy with all my heart and that's maybe because I loved him as a friend first flaws and all but I just need to know if he's genuinely interested in me and doesn't noe how to go about it and is afraid I might reject him again? Or if he knows how I feel for him now and is just manipulating my feelings to work out for his benefit only?HELP!!!!
