Curse

Why is it that you can do anything you want to, but yet it always seems as if its nothing at all?

Insatiable thirst for knowledge. Do you caps have this?

Is it easier to coach but not unlock the full game unless you really really give a $ % &*?

More knowledge=more power=more manipulation.
Whats the point of manipulation if you're moving on?

Whats the point of knowledge except for to simply "find out"?
You have DO something while youre here so.....?

Simply put, why do I know I can do anything, but I do not?
Why can you tell anyone else exactly the best, safest route to go and you do not heed the same.

good input. I'll ponder. But the way life is set up it seems as if not only do you have a short time to do what you do, but also the framework is extremely witholding,ie government. What would you do if you didnt have to do what you are made to do to barely scrape through? Probably gearing towards animalistic. Human beings have no "governor". Parasitic and virus like we are.

SuperCap you are one fine specimen of a man...hmmm hmmm hmmm

now lemme go back and read your post lol!

Sorry pc has had a virus and Im particular sometimes. I forget that Im on this forum sometimes!


SimplyMe: animalistic just seems purer to me than what we've become and where we are headed. There are several arguments that point towards the fact that we are and have always been savage-minded/animalistic, but I believe that we are quickly evolving into "dark-side" lemmings. Instead of wiping ourselves out we are taking everything we come in contact with us. We dont deplete we DELETE. I can see where you got the contradiction from. I dont write thought clearly sometimes. We are naturally how we are so a governing body is inevitable, but the length of the corruption and selfishness boggles me. I made the contradiction on purpose to show that we are between a rock and a hard place. So which way do we go and how do we come together without doing more damage? I answer my own question because the only way we can IS TO COME TOGETHER. Things are not cool.

Cappywench I know this forum is old and im sorry to all because I really appreciate feedback from you and simplyme tiki and all.

Im the type of person back in the day that NEEDS to get to level 99 and if it doesnt go any further than that then IM pissed. As soon as my mind sees how to do something I let it go and do not worry about it anymore. Ive always said "I know I can do that". Once I figure out how its done Im bored and dont see the point. Pride is a little in there too on some things. Its weird to explain. My subconscious always seems to be telling me to "wait for the next life, you know this stuff already."

Thank you Tiki. Im sure your beauty is not only skin deep. Sweet like your picture, rich like your music, creamy with your words because they mix well with me when stirred. You can send me those (the above) anytime🙂 I love compliments today.

My subconscious tells me that I can find a way around it. A better way around it. A better way around that. But when my "subconscious" finally comes to a conclusion, it finally agrees with my consciousness that there really isnt enough time to "perfect", plus it detracts from your other subconscious endeavors that will make you happy, and may take the least time to perfect. Man always goes for comfort and convenience. My subconscious is simply trying to make me realize what I can do the easiest and best that will complete mind, body, and soul. I think most everyone's does if you can listen to it hard enough without interference. Hence we go back to government intervention and the great time issue. Time is cool but the g bugs me. So on the contrary Im of the belief that I do listen to my subconscious the best I can while all the time narrowing down the junk to get to my purity. It takes a while because of the interference i.e. you know who. Plus time being drastically shortened with the inclusion.

My sub and I are cool, its just that I have to work to eat to simply live, watch for busters whose lives have been hardened by you know who, keep imaginary good credit scores, pay bills and such. Now take all that away and I can live in a tree house with Jane or Mrs. Crusoe.

How do you think life should be? Life may be what you make it but the way things are set up its still a bitch. Like turning a *&% into a house#@*&. Why do you only get to be happy on the weekends. Not literally but close.

Ya know cw.
Im negative right now and this is just really one of those periods even though, things are good for me right now. im just really threatened by my own motivation in the future. my sign is one of determination as hell ya know? but i feel like im never going to go too much below par, even as time goes by but, the ability to achieve exactly where I want to be when I think I should go there with with it. I know whereabout I'm eventually headed its just that over on one side im like, "I just can't wait", and on the other like,"Man I really dont feel like this *# $ *. Possibly laziness. But its only when I know I can do it. Thats backwards. Sometimes its like...well, it sucks. Sometimes it will be desperation but, i am real good right now. Like I said its just one of those times right now. Ill start really appreciating things when i feel like its slipping. Instant motivation with no momentum. It just slowly builds on itself usually with varying lengths or whatever. Maybe its self-worthiness? Maybe im blowing it out of proportion? I just know im not moving fast enough for myself. Not saying im unique or anything, just saying that its not cool with me. I keep moving forward though. Look at all these words I just used to describe this when I could have said it in the previous line? I do need to quit making obligations is a big thing in the way. I have people who need me right now and again that stuck and I make sure their lives elevate first and then I follow. Its a protective thing. but i have more to talk to you about later if you stay interested.

it comes and goes in cycles. don't be intimidated by what you can be and things will work themselves out.

btw, supercap, i don't usually do this. but if you don't mind me saying so you are very attractive. very pleasing to mine eye. 😛

"Thank you Tiki. Im sure your beauty is not only skin deep. Sweet like your picture, rich like your music, creamy with your words because they mix well with me when stirred. You can send me those (the above) anytime I love compliments today."

Thank you for that mental visual...very stimulating...the way to an Aqua's heart is through her mind.

I sometimes feel the exact same way but at some point I have to remind myself that the sweet isn't as sweet without the bitter thus life wouldn't be life without doubt, failure and all the other bad things that balance this universe.

I do have a bit of a self-esteem issue. Sometimes the area just doesnt like your color.