Did this Cappy like me?

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MoCuishle
@MoCuishle
13 Years

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Hello everyone! 🙂

This is about a guy - my first crush! It happened 2 years ago, there was a guy in my class, and since the first day, he's set his eyes on me..like literally! I was a newcomer in his class actually. Since the day our eyes locked, he ALWAYS stared at me. Like no kidding, all the time(sometimes he'd give this cute smile, sometimes he'd stare at me like in a piercing manner).. it didnt matter where he and I were seated, he'd always look back and stare whenever he could. Even during the recess when I'd go to the bathroom and if I didnt return, he'd come till the washroom and see if I'm there! If I went to the library, he'd come! He used to look at me wherever I went, and TBH..I'd do the same, but would look away when he caught me looking 😛 I have never been this smothered by anyone's stares.. and, in short, I had a massive crush on him..because, of how intelligent and hardworking he was and obviously because of the WAAYY he would look at me and treated me. *blush*


OK, so, here comes the thing...although he'd stare at me all the time, he never spoke much to me, but that being said.. he never spoke to other girls either, like not even as much as he spoke to me! He'd always mind his business, joke/hangout with his friends..he was a funny guy with his friends but was laidback and shy in front of crowds. We spoke few times.. and, I can never forget the way he'd smile and talk..and the way he made me feel and the way I'd get a sense of being respected!!! But why didnt he talk to me more, why didnt he take things further...because he clearly did have a crush on me, and we clicked everytime we spoke(even tho not much)! There were people in my class who'd tell me that he liked me(not in a teasing way but in a serious manner lol), and when they would tease me, he'd say nothing but walk out of the room or act like nothing's happen(he once took out his novel when they were teasing me).

Is it because he was 18 and I was 15?? Is it because he was gonna move to a different city? (he moved to a different city after 6 months, stayed in school for 6 months) Or didnt he want any distraction?

I wanna know if he really liked me... because I still do think about him.. even after 2 years 😢