I Just Want to Rant

Last week I posted I hate scorpios. I don't really hate them, I was just irritated that they are such a chore. Anyway I want to share some of my astrology journeys I've had. Most the people I've ever dated were Cancers. I don't know why Cancers are attracted to me. I wasn't much attracted to half of them. Some of them were ok, but they'd never be anything I could ever put up with. The cancers are what made me sour in some ways. I've been called bitter on here. I'm not actually upset posting on here, I just rant and blunt out whatever is on my mind. It's a Capricorn negative trait to always look on the down side of things instead of being optimistic and finding some jollies in situations. Cancers to me are ones who need special attention. An attention I can't give nor want to give. My cold nature does not mesh with these warming creatures who need the home feeling in order to be content. It's just not my thing. I've never missed any of these cancers either. My main attraction has been and will always be leo's. I find them the worst darn sign that drives me completely nuts yet I love them to death and cant live with or without them. I don't want them in my face, but then they go and I need them back. I've had a couple leo's who meant the world to me. I feel like I have lost them, due to circumstances and maybe myself as well. I've had a hard time understanding why they are not worshiping me anymore. But their pride and intentions must be elsewhere to give their love and devotion too. I find myself longing for my leos more than ever at times. But this is typical of my nature to want their adoration flooring me endlessly, which they do so lovely. A leo will give you his entire warmth and put you on top of the world if you are his girl, or at least someone he admires. I can't get enough of that and I crave it. Yet my leos went and let me down. Oh my god, so many emotions in one small creature such as myself. I had them the longest, and my stupid heart hurts and yearns for their light. I found myself attracted and intrigued by a scorpio. But I'm so fickle, and unless someone is giving me so much attention, I lose interest and admiration. It's not the same. To me, if someone wants to bask in my spotlight, they will find the time and a way to do so. The silent scorpio is so ever enduring and I like the attention he does give me, but he is so cool and aloof which has me doubting his intentions at all. continuing....

He's incredibly sexy to a degree, and I find myself wanting him to hug me more than anything. I don't know why I am so fascinated to the point where I just need a hug from this guy. His eyes are intense, so much to the point it is kind of creepy. I found it sexy at times, but lately my view of this man is not in a ray of light. Discovering people and then not liking some of their ways, isn't alluring to me anymore. Someone who has a cigarette hanging out of their face is just a total turn off to me. He's always very gentle and kind to me when I do get the chance to be near him, but he runs off quicker than the speed of light. He's so fickle too, and it annoys me. Maybe I have been interested in him due to the fact that I more so miss my leos. Yeah they had cigarettes hanging out of their faces too, but that never phased me because they made sure it wasn't towards me, because they knew I hated it. They took special time to keep me happy, gave me the entire world, and it still wasn't enough. I thought I'd like alot about Mr. Scorpio, at least I wanted too. The way he reacts to me in the over all picture is just not the same. I cannot turn him into a leo. I wouldn't want him to be one, he is who he is. Yet I find myself wanting more than ever, for him to just treat me the way my admiring leos have. At this point I don't even know his intentions. Maybe he's just toying with me too. I feel like I've made myself more than obvious I am returning his gaze and attentions, at the same pace, but it's just too slow, or it's not right, or it's too much work, or I just don't have it to really give a damn. Something in me today just snapped. I had this grand obsession of wanting to get to know him, but after seeing him smoking just assured to me that he's not as interesting as he may have made himself to be. I really don't know how interesting he was to begin with since he doesn't do anything other than stare at me most the time. He responds to me if I speak, but lately he's been running away from me. The mixed messages are way too crazy for me. Last week I kept his tool he borrowed me, well he left before I could give it back! I'm not sure if I'm thinking too much into it, why he would depart without wanting it, but the call is still up in the air. continuing...

One of my leos would never let me get away with taking his tools or not returning them at the time I am borrowing them. I found it odd, unless scorpios just don't care about those things. I'm so used to how my leos react and treat me, its hard understanding this scorpio anyway. Far as I can tell I'm still learning things in the world. Not that any of it probably matters anyway. Ever since this scorp seems to be avoiding me, it just makes me miss my leos even more. I wont borrow my shoes to any of you, it's too complicated. Being a Capricorn with a Saggy rising and Scorpy moon, with a bit of Leo in me myself plus some other signs that shouldn't be there, lol, I can understand and relate most of these things with all of these peeps. I really don't know how anything will be the same since both of the Leo's have gone off and just started ignoring me. And now the Scorpion is doing the same thing. Yes, I have asked myself if it's something I am doing wrong. Well in one situation maybe I did do somethings wrong. I can admit that. I'm sure I did not return the love and affections these Lions have. Now here I am wondering what the hell I did wrong. I can't change that about myself. And this Scorpion acts just like me. Yeah someone on here posted, I met my match. I want to run and rule all the games, and he's beating me at them. No I don't want to game play. Games are for juveniles who get a thrill out of seeing others irritated. My Cappy nature in me is sincere, yet I don't feel I am getting the reciprocation I deserve. It's hard pleasing this Capricorn. It is so very hard, lol. And I feel as though I had my chance at some happiness and I blew it. There'll never be anymore leos in my life to put me on that pedestal. Why do we want and yearn for what we cannot have? Why do we hang on to things that are bad for us? Why are we obsessed with something we don't know anything about? Why is it so hard for people to just be like the animals and get it on? lol So many questions running through my mind. It doesn't matter what anyone posts in response to this. Tell me I'm stupid, tell me I'm confused (I know I am), tell me I waste my time, or just tell me to live and let live. I just wanted to rant. It doesn't matter either way. 🙂

Wow! Thats a lot there!

I am attracted to and attract Cancers - they are awesome people. But after a while, the sensitivity gets to me. They are hard to get rid of - seem to hang on much longer than necessary.

Leos are great but they have a lot of ego and constantly need that stroked. They are also a lot more sensitive than they let on. But, they have a lot of love and will treat you like a queen! And that is awesome!!!! They will give you the world!

I've never dated a scorpio, but I think their intensity would un-nerve me.

Its the Aquas I can't get away from. Their coolness and aloofness drive me nuts, but they are definitely not overbearing, intense, needy or clingy! I like that. Even though they drive me crazy with their non-emotional ways and refuse to let you know what they are really feeling, I keep being attracted to them. Something about seeing the feeling in their eyes - melts me every time.

I'm wondering if you and your Scorp are battling for control. Caps definitely like to be able to control and its hard to do so with a sly scorpio! They see right through you and can counteract any move you plan on making. Its like a one up for them! Gotta love 'em though!

I hardly meet Leos, and my Leo cousin makes me want to stay away from them forever. He is a trip and tends to stray when bored. Crazy thing is he thinks his wife should understand since his intentions are not to hurt her smh lol.

When you ranted about Scorps I knew where you were coming from. I played the cat/mouse thing with one for nearly a year, and it still didnt go anywhere so I know, trust me. I obsessed about him and spent so much time trying to figure out what the heck was going on. Never really did, but I felt we could've ruled the world if together. We connected on a deeper level. All about what you don't l/didn't see.

If you think you are obsessed with Scorpions, meet and gradually get to know a Taurus. They may not adore you like a Leo but they cling to the familiar energy in Caps, especially if they like you and if any chemistry is there its a wrap. An extremely comfortable wrap lol, Plus they are sweet as pie. You don't obsess as much with them but you want them more, especially on a physical level. Atleast I did lol.

I tend to obsess over guys I think because of my Scorpio Venus, but I don't sweat being with anybody if it doesn't feel 100% right. I know it never will, but i cant invest with doubts. You and the scorpio seem to have doubts about eachother as me and mine did. Pay attention to that, even if you dont want to. The guys that I come across keep getting better and better, which is why I don't sweat things too hard.

🙂 Ya know what is something? When you find the person you are intrigued with online in 80s style ! lmao! I could not find this guy for the longest time, but have finally found some class reunion thing, and wow! I ask myself, am I on crack? lmao! I can't get over laughing over it. I so hate the 80s! I was born in the 80s. His vision in my mind which was more than made up anyway has just deluded. lol wtf.... :-O

I had a really good time in the 80's!!!! And back then, we thought we looked damn good! lol!

Posted by truecap
I had a really good time in the 80's!!!! And back then, we thought we looked damn good! lol!

Oh boy... lol

capsun... love that we were warned in the title. lol

Posted by truecap

I'm wondering if you and your Scorp are battling for control. Caps definitely like to be able to control and its hard to do so with a sly scorpio! They see right through you and can counteract any move you plan on making. Its like a one up for them! Gotta love 'em though!

That's the fun part, battle of the wits, yet not being direct and forth coming about it. I got it figured out. He's playing a head game with me, I'm playing a head game with him, no one else seems to know what is going on, or don't notice shall I say. He doesn't fool me. I do believe I have him captured in a way. Scorpio may be sly, but he is not as sly as me. I turn everything around on them, have them yep kissing my toes. lol I'm not conceited, and I'm not doing this ring ama round for torture, I'm doing it for fun. He tried figuring me out, he got lost somewhere in the puzzle and can't do a dang thing about it. What does he do? He's trying to get me to come crawling back in an attempt where he thinks he ruled the game all along. Nope, nope, not going to happen. He cannot out wit this Cap. I have indeed done much searching to define my role as the person on the spectrum. I'm goat-meat to him. He knows I know he's pegged me as the meat. Non like others he's tried figuring out, I beat him already at his own game. He's so much fun that way! Even if it's only for my own enterainment or pure pleasure, it is giving me a high, but at the same time it's calm. All I really want/wanted was to know what he is about and see if he can be straight forth in it and not lie his way around it. He's keeping me at a distance, because he knows I can and will over rule him! Yet he is the one who keeps crawling back for more. I do believe he's obsessed. He may think he can get this goat to cater in, well, we'll just see where this road leads! He has no idea who is in this head. 🙂

Posted by CreepyPants
capsun... love that we were warned in the title. lol

-Grins-

Posted by lnana04
When you ranted about Scorps I knew where you were coming from. I played the cat/mouse thing with one for nearly a year, and it still didnt go anywhere so I know, trust me. I obsessed about him and spent so much time trying to figure out what the heck was going on. Never really did, but I felt we could've ruled the world if together. We connected on a deeper level. All about what you don't l/didn't see.

I tend to obsess over guys I think because of my Scorpio Venus, but I don't sweat being with anybody if it doesn't feel 100% right. I know it never will, but i cant invest with doubts. You and the scorpio seem to have doubts about eachother as me and mine did. Pay attention to that, even if you dont want to. The guys that I come across keep getting better and better, which is why I don't sweat things too hard.

It's just for fun, my own merry go round of entertainment. I don't have any real desire to actually "want" him. He may want me to be his goat-meat, but I'm far superior to that title. If I really wanted to know what is inside of that head, I would've been direct and frank from the get go. I chose not to be. I found it amusing as in a game of seeing who can out wit the other. He's had a lead on me in some aspects, but I ripped that to hell with my master strategy. He kept checking me out from the beginning, never really saying anything. So I returned the gesture, and brought in a male friend to get a reaction out of this guy, plus threw in some of my shocking input when in the introduction speech. I love to see reactions out of people. I rule at them. Did I achieve what I wanted? Yes. I kept going at it in many subtle yet obvious ways. I know he goes home and wonders what the hell I'm doing to him. He won't figure it out. I got this one ruled, baby. 😉

Tonight answered another lingering question I had as of last week, why the heck he kept leaving everytime I'd go in there. It has nothing to do with me, whoo hoo! Lately he has a routine of checking in at a certain time on Fridays, probably to collect his beer money, and he leaves, probably to go drink beer. lol! Then he comes back to close the joint. Whew! I was being paranoid it had something to do with me. It looks like his ma is in town for a few weeks anyway, she's been lounging around his place. Yeah this crazy goat has all the aspects and angles covered. 😄

lol what are you, a detective?? or are these face to face convos?

i've said this before in another post, but i have a huge amount of love for leos. omg, i love many many things about them. my leo bff could well be my soulmate. my first love was a leo and geezus was i obsessed with him.

over the years in my friendship with leo guys and gals, i realized they are the perfect friends for me. i'm very good at showering my loved ones with praise and affection. could be my cap/sag cusp or pisces moon, but i'm more affectionate than the ave cap i think. i feed the leonine ego and they adore me as their friend. it works.

i tried dating virgos. they seemed a little too apathetic for me. i dated a gemini for a minute, but didn't seem like he would really go gunning for something he wanted... in any area of life let alone for a relationship. I've come close to an ltr with aries as they have many of the qualities that i like as well, but wouldn't stand up to me like I need a guy to. Tried with aqua and aquas are definitely aloof. my father is an aqua lol.. that quality hit a little too close to home. pun intended.

my love interests have always been taurus and scorpio. it can't be coincidence that my ltrs were 2 scorps and 2 taureans. its not like i singled them out because of their sign, it's just that both not only possess, but ooze the qualities in a guy that sweep me off my feet... aggressive, willful, loyal, committed, passionate, sensual, protective, ambitious, hard workers... for opposite signs they actually have quite a few awesome things in common. i was single for a while and my friends all told me that it would take a guy strong enough and smart enough to gain control and keep me tied down/grounded. yep... scorp is the one who did it. not by force, by melting 🙂

Posted by CreepyPants
lol what are you, a detective?? or are these face to face convos?

I'm convinced this is another joke. *sigh*

Out of all signs I read the most positive things about the Cap/Leo and Cap/Aries pair for cappie ladies.

I never knew so many of you dated Leo's..

Posted by lnana04

Posted by CreepyPants
lol what are you, a detective?? or are these face to face convos?

I'm convinced this is another joke. *sigh*

click to expand

How is this a joke and why are you sighing? Honest answer, I just know. I wasn't even in there tonight. I know everything. 🙂 How did I meet Mr. Scorp? From that same vision, I just know you. He kept gazing at me, and it just hit me, everything and anything about this guy was mine for the taking. I knew all my answers before I even began. This is why I chose to have fun with it. It's amusing him too, or he wouldn't do it. He's intrigued and right about now he's yearning for his tool to return. Attached with that tool, will be me. 🙂 And a brand new menu! 😄

Leo's are domineering. They take over your life! If you love affection and suffocating, they are your cup of tea. If you are a free spirit that I am, it will never work. I like the way they cater to me, but they are looking for it in return and I just don't have that to give. Stroking their egos is like stoking the fire. Too much work. lol

Posted by lnana04
Out of all signs I read the most positive things about the Cap/Leo and Cap/Aries pair for cappie ladies.

I never knew so many of you dated Leo's..

This makes a lot of sense, considering that Leo/Aries are "fall" and "detriment" in Saturn. Cap is rulership of Saturn. They come together to make "marriage whole and complete".
Even in marriage statistics, Aquas (depending on which is more saturn) top three are: leo,sag, pisces.
In rl, many Aries/Libras come together to make a whole, but not before each individual reaches the exaltation phase.
(meaning evolved, i suppose)
same with taurus/scorpio,(placements)

It's usually different for male and females.

And this doesn't necessarily mean in sun only. Many times, if an individual has a stellium, or double stellium of an element/rulership, that overtops even sun and moon and mars/venus.

Anyway, it's more complicated than that, so chart reading takes some in depth stuff. Even that doesn't even guarantee.