I think for past couple of days I have been more emotional than usual.
I do not know why,I feel I have no control, what so ever, over my emotions. I am scared to death for feeling overly emotional, in particular, for him.
I am overwhelmed by the feelings and love I have for him. I want my original self back, absolutely under control, always cool and calm, without anxiety..
Why I am over emotional? Any cap experiencing something like me? Is it something related to cap sun sing??
I think it's the anxiousness... So much is going around with wedding planning and all..and the work.
I guess it is not the issue, issue is I am scared of so many emotions for him. He is a really nice guy and as weird as it may sound I am worried, WHAT IF something happens to him ? I do not know, I am restless for no reason. I think he is better than me as a person with big heart. I really really want to make him happy for the rest of our lives.
Recently, I messed up with something, he was hurt by me, though, after a while he did forgive me. I am thinking, what if, I will keep on making blunders like this? I do not want to make him unhappy. I feel he is much better than me, not that it is a competition, but I do not like to be inferior than any one in any ways, truth IS HE IS MUCH BETTER THAN ME.
He tells me, I am overloaded with so many things and that's why very emotional while things are absolutely fine.
I am highly emotional right now, about many things, so you are not alone ********** Ya- cappysweetie, I am thinking too much and for some reason it's all -ve. After a while I become very happy then again sad and then back to extremely positive.
Why the mood swing? I can't focus, whatever I do, I think I am giving only 50% of mine.
I do not know why,I feel I have no control, what so ever, over my emotions.
I am scared to death for feeling overly emotional, in particular, for him.
I am overwhelmed by the feelings and love I have for him. I want my original self back, absolutely under control, always cool and calm, without anxiety..
Why I am over emotional? Any cap experiencing something like me? Is it something related to cap sun sing??