I need my heart back!

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caprigirlwithvirgo
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I think for past couple of days I have been more emotional than usual.

I do not know why,I feel I have no control, what so ever, over my emotions.
I am scared to death for feeling overly emotional, in particular, for him.

I am overwhelmed by the feelings and love I have for him. I want my original self back, absolutely under control, always cool and calm, without anxiety..

Why I am over emotional? Any cap experiencing something like me? Is it something related to cap sun sing??







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@caprigirlwithvirgo
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That's correct, it is in Nov.

I think it's the anxiousness... So much is going around with wedding planning and all..and the work.

I guess it is not the issue, issue is I am scared of so many emotions for him. He is a really nice guy and as weird as it may sound I am worried, WHAT IF something happens to him ? I do not know, I am restless for no reason. I think he is better than me as a person with big heart. I really really want to make him happy for the rest of our lives.

Recently, I messed up with something, he was hurt by me, though, after a while he did forgive me. I am thinking, what if, I will keep on making blunders like this? I do not want to make him unhappy. I feel he is much better than me, not that it is a competition, but I do not like to be inferior than any one in any ways, truth IS HE IS MUCH BETTER THAN ME.

He tells me, I am overloaded with so many things and that's why very emotional while things are absolutely fine.