me and my lady SPLIT

Hi!Im 23, i have a part time job and going to school, I'm a aquarius!My lady is 34, she is a capricorn!She have a masters, and another degree!She just move up here from nc, we both live in maryland!We was planning to start a life together next year, far as living together!We met in may, throughout the process of time, may 9 we key, may 26 we said we love each other.May 31, she wanted to walk out on me, i had to tell her i guarantee bad time and good times.But i will always stay with you.Throughout our process, i seen a lot of things, for instance, i send her pictures and etc!I mention to her "why you don't send me a lot of pictures"?She mention that i don't send pictures because or keep a lot of pictures because once that person is out your life, the process won't be hard!But the way i look at it is that we love each other, plan a life together, why think about it that way!So time go forward, like a week before we broke up.She was planning to come over my house, take in mind I'm a college student, still live at home, my parents was out of town.She didn't come over, she said she don't want to be committed.Next morning,her and her once talk, her uncle gave her good advice I'm a good dude etc.She called and apologize and said she want to be with me.Week later, she go back to North Caroline for a weekend to visit her mom.Week after, i realize it wasn't no conversation from her end, normally we will stay texting each other while we at work.I gave her texts messages stating that i love her, throughout this process of time babe, its rough!And I'm not quitting, she said i understand if you want to quit on us, I'm a difficult person to deal with!The calling me nicknames have stop, like babe....etc.But i didn't Aquarius are winners, persistent!so that following week,thursday i said babe text me when you got home. she said o.k, she i knew she was already home, i ask why you didn't tell me etc.she said she is a big girl she can handle her self!Throughout that week she got some bad news her momma got diabetes! I know that crush her a lil, so that same night, i ask what are we, she said friends!she said she just need space, and you need to just focus on school!
So when you aquarius, we love so hard, and fall hard.It was hard giving her space, so normally i will not message her one day, and message her the next day.
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