Help! I don't know wat to do

I'm caught in a dilemma with my relationships. First, I really want a partner, but all of my relationships end in disaster and I don't know why. I have the north node in my leo first house opposing my seventh house. Sun in Virgo but, in the seventh house if we're counting from Aries. Venus also in Leo first house, conjucting my north node, and also squaring Saturn. What does this mean for my future love life?

I need like a full picture of your chart because it's hard see what's actually going on astrologically.

Honestly, I don't know what this means about your love life. However, Saturn square Venus means that you take your relationships seriously and you kind of feel like you need to earn their love, rather than simply accepting it. Saturn in general is going to make your relationships difficult because Saturn is a restricting planet. Saturn tends to make things way too serious, and in this case, your relationships or self-worth.

Here's some ideas of what could be happening based on this aspect...

- You may deny affection that you rightly deserve

- You lack self-love, which makes it difficult for anyone else to love you

- You are overly controlling in the relationship, which scares people away

- You want proof or evidence that you're in love, but it's maybe not good enough for you and you ask for too much

- You're not frivolous with love; you are extremely tight about it, making relationships in general difficult to manifest