I am an astrologer, but Neptune is seriously confusing me. Help me see what I don't see!

Hello, I feel like I am changing in a scary way. It's extremely hard to focus, I can hardly read for more than a minute. I don't think I paid my rent yet, and I have hardly any money in the bank and feel unsure how that happened. My business is getting bad because I can't keep up with anything. I'm dating a few guys and can't say no when a random guy wants my number. I have been drinking alcohol a few times a week, I don't get drunk but this is new to me.

I randomly go out on a Tuesday night and kill the dance floor then am late to work and do a bad job on Wednesdays. I ask myself why I am doing this, but can't help it. I was late for an appointment because I couldn't wake up this morning. I feel powerful lazy when it comes to responsibility and being productive, but have tons energy for parties and working out.

Can someone help me?

My natal Neptune is 28 degrees Sagitarius in the 8th house. My natal Mars is 11degrees Sagitarius in the 7th house conjunct 9degrees Sagitarius Uranus.

Currently, Neptune transits my 11th house and is Square my natal Mars and Uranus and Trine my 6thhouse Scorpio Saturn.

I'm going crazy.

Anyone have insight?