Dreamed I was Pregnant by my deceased ex-boyfriend

A little back story, my ex boyfriend passed away in November. We dated for 3 years and had a little rough patch and broke up five months before he passed away. We were extremely close, to the point that we could really read each other. It was one of those addictive relationships, were it could be heavenly but sometimes it could be toxic.

Since he has passed I have dreamed about him multiple times. The last one (well before this one) was very vivid. I could see his face and we were talking and laughing and then out of nowhere I started crying and said why did you have to leave me. Then I woke up, but to the feeling like I thought it really happened that is how vivid it was.

Anyways, last night I had a dream I found out that I was pregnant with twins and they were his. I was upset and didn't really want to have kids at that time but knew I had to do what I had to do. I couldn't tell him because he had skipped town and all I wanted to do was text him to tell him or call him but his phone was off and knew there was no way I was ever going to be able to tell him. Then I was holding a newborn and was looking at the nose on the baby and said yup these are his twins. Then the baby turned into the puppy he bought shortly before he passed and I said I am so happy I have you and kissed and hugged the dog. This dog was something we planned on buying while in our relationship once we got a little more financially stable and once he got there during our break up he bought him.

Can anyone interpret this for me?

Woahh... thats kinda rough . i cant imagine what ur going through.. sorry for the Lost :/ .. But that kinda sounds sort of the dreams i get ..but more like what my grandma gets .. my father passed away when i was 8months i never got to meet him but she told me about her dream she had of him it was very surreal 😢.. it is weird i must say to have a dream of someone that has passed .. i am very superstitious when it comes to these things i believe that the person in the after life is trying to contact u in some way .. maybe its a sign of some how .. unless im like really bugging out lol but if its really important to u try putting the pieces together on your own . it will be hard but honestly u can only find the answer to ur question since u are the only person that knows him in this situation..

Dreaming of someone who died is normal especially if you still care and love them -- I use to have dreams of my father who passed away all the time, if its an ex it could mean you have unresolved feelings for him, which clearly you do. The pregnant part could mean growth and development in your life.. If you put them together maybe it could mean that you miss him but you are going to grow past the constant pain and learn to live with it. Just an opinion, I am not a dream specialist.