interesting - dream of closure?

so I had a dream last night that I was still in San Jose... or maybe Chicago. it was definitely a city. probably Chicago because the outdoor restaurant I walked by was more of a Chicago setup. so I'm walking with my friends to this restaurant, and I saw the guy who slowly faded from my life and he was with another girl and kissed her but he noticed me and his face turned red. I remember not feeling anything at all and continuing to walk into the restaurant with my friends. then I "forced" tears out and cried only I THOUGHT I was sad. my Libra sun/moon/ascendant friend popped out of nowhere and said "you're not even really sad. you don't even want to cry about this right now." and I stopped crying and realized I WASNT sad...that it was all being forced because I thought I was sad. then my Libra friend disappeared and I woke up. it was very strange. I woke up before my alarm. it was almost like "an epiphany" dream.

I mean I'm still sad I suppose, but it's almost like my conscience is telling me that I'm only fooling myself and that I'm not really sad at all.

interesting thought.