my ex husband

Him and I. In past weeks were working together on patching things but wen I wouldn't move in he over night just turned cold heartless and ex---last night I had this dream of him and a blond girl and me in some house I guess me n him lived and I be leave he brought her to stay a night I don't know but I remember punching her in the face a lot him sitting a chair with a smerk of enjoyment and me being in pain of the heart n soul and I woke up what does this o o ssably mean

I have had two dreams like that and guess what it was truth to it in the irl. And it actually happened. Sucks man. I am shocked that happened to you to. Similar and eerie.

But it actually happened.

And yes the psyche and my neptune is real too.

I know you don't believe I remember we were talking about something along time ago. You were saying the same thing basically. I know what I I mean and say. And you have your answers too


You know don't yell there is nothing to be mad about.

Merry keep your eyes peeled. It's your subconscious moving you onto a frequency to something either is happening now or hasn't happened yet, either way be aware that you're husband is not being genuine with you. Not sure if he's a controlling man but he may use another woman to force into a sense of emotional pain and fear to get his way.

Don't attack him over this dream. It's meant for you to be AWARE of the other persons intention. You share a soul bond with him so it makes sense that your subconscious (soul) is attempting to help you get to a level of truth.

I hate how things hurt people so bad I really do... Everything was going. Smoothly. We were. Taking it slow on working threw things but he fest his need and love for me 2-weeks ago and wanted me to move in that night I said no we need to keep it slow and just hang out do dinners things like that and wen i wouldn't move in I became nothing worthless he don't want me he's not in love with me he can't live with me and for the life of me I feel so dirty a fool used its ugly comprehending this crap I'm not. I'm already with PTSD depression he knows. This and yet still. Was so CRUEL but its not him he is a good person never does he do wrong got everyone thinking thingsnon me wen I was only try to do right by both of us and taking it slow carfully. He DONE this to me a year ago after being apart a year now look I'm a big dumb ass again again dammit I feel so stupid

But yet he still claims he has only been with me one women his hole life but wen I don't do what he wants me to do he threatens me he will just find another that shit is so hurtful my head is not good right now really I'm not well people

I'm alone 80% of the time all's I see ever is words on a screan. I need a voice something cause I'm going crazy here it feels like I'm just a complete mess ya"'ll and trying to pick myself up alone always is not working

Get offline and get some fresh air. Stop allowing him to hoover you back in only to experience him dumping you and devaluing you down to NOTHING when he can't get his way. Going slow is not what he wants because he's attempting to get you back with the LEAST amount of effort. He is not willing to INVEST his energy, time and efforts long term because it's EXHAUSTING for him to put up a FALSE front to lure you back.

I'm not aware of your story but you most likely need to go NO CONTACT, google rules of no contact, go to a doctor if you can and get your PTSD and depression issues sorted before dealing with him again. If you can't afford a doctor then you'll have to make some big changes for example getting off the computer until you're mentally and emotionally stronger.

He's demonstrated he's not serious about getting you back and he can't be trusted not to hurt you so stop being gullible and naive, protect yourself, protect your mind and protect your heart.