shocking dream

I don't need anyone to tell me what it means but I had it. My thoughts first on dreams in general.

I decided because I have gotten messages in my dreams that I should try to explore this area of my life more.

Most of the time my dreams are full of symbolize and I will have to look up what these symbols mean. Oddly enough most of the time it is the Arabic or Islamic symbolism definitions that seem to be the most accurate. I am not Islamic by any means but have studied their culture/religion because I was a history major. They did get a fair amount of influence from the Babylonian and it was not seen as evil when the Christians started to dominated the West countries. This seems or is a logical reason why they seem to have better dream interpretation then other sources... Oddly enough it was "Joseph and coat of colors" which largely relate to the rainbow... and spectrum base of auric energy colors... which in my mind equal different energy frequency. Just how different levels of heat will do the same... energy out put so to speak in a human viable from. It is not against the Islamic religion to study astrology or believe in jins and so on... I believe because it was not despised... but even encouraged at times. I will say I do now believe that muhammad the profit is and was a gifted with some insight but used it for the wrong reason... and it was continued to be bent just as the I believe Jesus words where to... I believe that is why these energies even when prayed to... are advanced both when there where on earth as in the after life or spirit from now...

Any ways on to my dream...

I decided to try an herb that makes most people dreams clear and also give them the ability to lucidly dream. Although I have always been able to do this to some point... I never could remember the dreams as clearly. So I decided what the heck why not. I read it was relatively harmless tea to drink, smoke which I don't smoke anything anymore so I did not do that, or put it in caps... that where emptied out from other things. I found it did work... I also took melatonin... as I was having a hard time sleeping because well detoxing from alcohol and pot... I know... now I don't believe in smoking things.... lol Oddly enough I always used these things to dum down things I felt... trying to ignore them... Always in the detoxing phase I seemed to feel less then anything but because I have changed my diet already and a side effect of detoxing from pot is

detoxing from pot is dreaming more... I thought what better time... then now. To try this dream herb.

I am not going to say that this is for everyone... but the herb is not illegal in my state and I believe is only illegal in one currently... and only illegal to consume not posses... lol

I take no responsibility if you try this but would recommend that you see if you are allergic reaction by placing a leaf under your tong or check. If you have a reaction don't make the tea or consume this... and by no means am I telling you that you should... It is "at your own risk." You may even want to do your own research on it first. It is known as Calea zacatechichi... or the Dream herb...

I meditated in my bed for about an hour and could not fall a sleep after drinking the tea... which is one of the worst tasting things I have ever consumed in my life. It did however produce longer and more memorable dreams... Meaning my dream did not seem to slip away as it did in the past. In fact I had two dreams but only one that mattered. As the other one seemed to be of my own construction. I did ask my guides as well as my grandfathers that have both passed away and my great grandfather... as well as my dog that passed as well Jaun... I have felt them all around me at one point or another. I asked from them to give me a message that I actually know for sure that I could contact them... and that if somewhat of a spiritual path was apart of my path for sure.

I had a dream that I was at work... and a kid came in to the office asking about his job... I work in construction and for the life of me I could not find the file because I could not remember his name... and I did not want to look stupid so I did not want to ask. I new that the kid although alumina of my High School... even though he looked about 7 or 9 years old at most... I now understand and would think this to be the spiritual development or level that his energy is currently at. By no means do I think any energy is better then another. I will say the next day... I wrote the dream off completely until I remember that I needed to get with a customer about a repair... and he was alumni of my High School... I did not even think of this dream but could not remember his name... knowing where he lived... what he looked like... what part needed to be delivered... I could not remember his name... I was bother by it and called other people to see if they remember... and no one did but they al

I was bother by it and called other people to see if they remember... and no one did but they all new who I was talking about. It was the same in the dream there was about 5 people I asked... I was so embarrassed... As I contracted the job and it was a big reason... with the alumni connection that he did the job with our company.

Finally after 4 or 5 hours and letting it go saying I will just bring the part by and hopefully remember... I remember his name... and could look up the file. It is on my list of things to do... tomorrow to go by now and deliver the part for him...

I don't think any message could have been clear... although when I dream I have a lot of control and can normally dictate a fair amount of everything... I could not change the theme of this dream even though I tried... I remember even going back to sleep to pop back in which I normally can do and it is best to do after you get your REM sleep.

I don't think there could have been any clear of a message now that I have thought about it. I will be attempting this again at another time... but not tonight.

I thought it may be interesting to others... as I believe I have to meditate and ask for advise or about something and maybe my guides or relatives that have passed can actually help.

I know crazy but then again with everything going on in the last two years this does not shock me as much anymore...

I believe that I need to put away more of my self desires to bring these things into focus... including drinking, smoking, and or abusing any substance... which I have not done anything that bad for a long time other then smoke alot of weed and drink... oddly enough the weed not to dreams... as it would stop my dreams... I think anything can be abused but everything has a use as well. I have also just been eating extremely healthy, dieting, and exercising... with out much if any supplements.

I don't know if anyone cares or finds this interesting... By no means am I saying anyone should try this and it taste just really bad.

PM

Omg! I want to smoke a nice blunt.

I haven't smoked one sense high school and even then I never inhaled.


Let's have a blunt together one day. 🙂


Oh and as far as you're dream I got lost in all the words ... my bad wish I could help.. 🙂