Gem's! How are things going lately?

My fellow Gem's just wanted to drop a line to see how everyone else was doing.

Right now im not sure what is going on in the cosmos but things aren't as good as they could be. A lot of drama with my family. I even took down my FB, which I think is the first time I've ever done it. Seems to me that things are just mounting more and more and I guess I just snapped? Normally Gem's like to talk but it's hard when so many negative people are positioned around you like some kind of death trap.

Family is in an uproar about my Taurus mom's health, my Cancer sister infuriated me beyond all reason that I won't speak to her now (and that's a really big deal because for us Gem's not speaking to someone there is something VERY wrong). She said a few things that sent me off the deep end especially seeing how I was there for her through all her stuff, and how DARE she say that to me now. UGH!

So many emotions and turbulence going on lately. That and I feel like no one really listens anymore. People just wait for their turn to speak. It's almost like I am learning one of the hardest lessons about life. That sometimes there is only just you. Maybe that's a little to negative but I am really starting to wonder. The older I get the more I start to just listen, funny how you really pick up on people's true intentions when you take a break from talking.

Kicked my infamous Scorpio to the curb too. That took a lot. Blocked him from everything. Ive never done that either. I guess Im just done with his empty promises. I've gotten rid of every single male counterpart I was remotely interested in that was giving me a hard time or just playing with my emotions, etc. Really hard to do at the same time because well let's face it Gem's like to talk to people.

How is everyone else?

hey Xin. :] i'm more than good. i'm sorry to hear you're going thru such a rough patch... *hugs* i'll go bump my thread, cuz as it happens, there is something going on with the cosmos.... it's a doosy too... the thread is called "time for more retrospection", i think....

the first page is about the merc rx in pisces. the saturn rx in scorp info is on the 2nd page.... the saturn rx starts tomorrow and ppl will start to feel the effects as of a few days to a week ago... i think.

Yeah it's crazy for me right now. I have no idea what just happened but out of no where people are almost picking on me? Or looking to me as an emotional punching bag? I've bowed out and completely given them no reason to talk to me or come for me. Im like WTF is going on here? My sister and her bullshit really pissed me off. Im extremely angry with her. Started the week of Valentine's. As the week when on the worse it got, and on Friday the 15th it just dumped on me. From friends to family everyone was just bitching and being so unbelievably rude. I won't answer text messages because they are so rude/negative. Either way im done with people.

yea, i definitely have been there before.... it's never fun and no one realizes what they're doing to others... i think you made a good choice. all of that stress will start to cause physical issues... hopefully the negativity dies down soon! :]

I guess im going to have to wait out the transitions! Gah!

yea, unfortunately i think it's going to get worse, before it gets better... i have been seeing it all over the place for like the last week and a half... and altho, i am glad i don't have any scorp placements, other than my lilith, it is disheartening to watch others go thru this tough time....