What should I do!

I am 18 years old and I still love my first love for some stupid reason I can't figure out why either. Especially when he cheated on me and I didn't find out until I caught him kissing my cousin,and then my best freind on my birthday! I haven't seen him hardly in 2 years but he shows up a little always seeming to find out where I live. Then -
he really started coming over when he found out I was getting married. He tried to talk to me but I couldn't do it I walked away. Then he came over and I decided I'd forget the past and be nice to him and that's the last I saw of him. I didn't get married,I'm not seeing anybody and he's moved. What should I do?-AJM-

I am 18 years old and I still love my first love for some stupid reason I can't figure out why either. Especially when he cheated on me and I didn't find out until I caught him kissing my cousin,and then my best freind on my birthday! I haven't seen him hardly in 2 years but he shows up a little always seeming to find out where I live. Then -
he really started coming over when he found out I was getting married. He tried to talk to me but I couldn't do it I walked away. Then he came over and I decided I'd forget the past and be nice to him and that's the last I saw of him. I didn't get married,I'm not seeing anybody and he's moved. What should I do?-AJM-

If he really wanted you, he would of made an extra effort to contact you.

If he really wanted you, he would of made an extra effort to contact you.

married at 18? Why? There's a whole smorgasboard out there to try!

You should MOVE ON. Find someone who actually gives a crap about you and who pursues you because they LIKE or LOVE you, not because they are nosy and want to screw with your current relationship.

Assuming your a Leo....
Leo's fall hardest for their first love. you need to look within and realise you are worth so much more and just accept that that time has passed and it was an experience which will result in bringing you to a much better future...even if you don't see it now. I can say this with conviction b/c it has happened to me...
To help you get over him, find a photo and look for ALL his physical faults (which usually relates too...'GOD how could I have ever slept with him') and then remember he cheated on you and all in all it is his loss.

i think you should move on also.i mean of cource you'll always luv him but you'll always remember what he did to you. i can tell you really luv this guy , u broke off ur marriage for him.i kno how you feel , i broke up with my boyfriend cuz i realized i luved my ex.and he felt the same about me but after i broke up with my boyfriend my ex lefted.its like they want you when u are already in a relationship and when ur single they dont. i dunno,but i moved on and you should to 🙂 good luck with what ever decision you make.

THIS SCENARIO SOUNDS LIKE A TALK SHOW! I DON'T KNOW IF YOU'RE A LEO OR NOT BUT LEO WOMAN KNOW THAT THEY ARE ROYALTY, QUEENS, PRINCESSES, ETC. HE DOES NOT DESERVE YOU. GET MAD AND SHOW YOUR OTHER SIDE. CHANNEL THAT ANGER AND GO SPEND SOME MONEY ON YOURSELF. GET YOUR HAIR DONE YOUR NAILS DONE GET A PEDICURE IF YOU GOT IT LIKE THAT GO AWAY AND CHILL WITH ONE OF YOUR GIRLS. AND ALL THOSE MEN WHO YOU DON'T LIKE LET THEM TAKE YOU OUT AND OPEN UP AND GET READY FOR YOUR NEXT MALE EXPERIENCE BECAUSE THE RIGHT ONE MIGHT PASS YOU BY WHILLE YOU'RE WAITIN' ON HIS SORRY ASS!