Conscious Awareness

The whole point in becoming consciously awake is to break the karmic cycle so your spirit can be free .. to be satisfied to remain in the karmic cycle means an eternity of repaying debts .. and to free your spirit one has to fully comprehend that karma is for injured souls who are blind/asleep to cleanse itself.

Karma is the souls purgatory. What is purgatory exactly, many have asked? It is the plane in which no final judgments can be made because the soul is trapped in the cycle of re-birthing because it hasn't woken up yet to the truth.

The whole point to this thread is to express that only through conscious awareness ? can we wake up from our ignorance and realize that the Karmic cycle is the souls living hell.

The below is only the first step in conscious awakening, and also the most important. Once we get this down, the rest of the awakening will come naturally, magically.

First, it is important to realize that even when physically awake, we can still be mentally asleep, unaware of ourselves and completely absorbed in whatever mechanical impulse or external stimuli captures our attention. We must make ourselves aware of ourselves by breaking out of the confluent stream by gaining degrees of lucidity that we think we have, when in reality, we are asleep 99% of the time.
Be aware of yourself: Your toes, your posture, analyze feelings and thoughts, any sensation running through your body, feel your breath, your lungs, feel your lids around your eyes every time you blink.
The utter importance of this very first step is to become aware that we are mechanical, not only in body functioning, also in mental cognizance. We have programmed responses when interact ting with other people, as well as thoughts that aren't our own that we verbalize, with no awareness that these belong to others consciousnesses. Though, one may believe that they are perfectly aware mentally most times they aren't.

For example: We may respond with a certain forced smile that is so customary to our face that we don't even know we are wearing it. How many times have we, once alone, said to ourselves, ?Dammit, why did I say that? ? our inner voice, our conscience, which sits at the core of our brain center is our ONLY personal thoughts that are completely controlled by us, that is why it is our voice of reason and the very awareness that needs to be exercised and strengthened to wake up from our ignorance within the dream-state and be aware that so long as we are operating within just lucidity alone, that it is merely a state of mindfulness that provides no wisdom on how to proceed ... and since we have no guidance from our conscience until after-the-fact, we have in place karma (all reward/punishment ideologies).

Through observing ourselves in the moment, we expand our bandwidth of awareness. We may know, through this voice of reason, what is our path, the difference between right or wrong, however we will still respond through the out layer of consciousness (which by continuing to respond from the outer layer, keeps us asleep/ignorant) with programmed responses to stimuli ?.. thank yous, your welcomes, for example .. most of the time, we have no conscious awareness that we are responding because to use manners of curtesy is programmed ??. Sometimes, we will respond with irritation or resentment, only to later kick ourselves and have to do a self search, to make adjustment/changes, learn new lessons ?. When our conscience (voice of reason) knew the answer all along ? to gain conscious awakening, we have to realize that our conscience IS our soul, it wants the outer layer of consciousness to go to sleep so it can wake fully up. Until then, you are stuck within wrapping a karmetic shield around it, to protect it.

We are merely allowing ourselves to soar through life on auto-pilot of pre-determined appropriated responses to stimuli, which in essence, creates more karmic debt, even if the responses are pleasant and good-natured because they come from a part of the consciousnesses that has not awakened.

A program was put in place ?? ?you reap what you sow? ??. Because we know not that we are asleep, and we don't need karma if we are awake. Karma is only there to protect our ignorant souls from further damage.

You're not awake, this isn't your real reality of wakefulness .. this is a dream-state that show you re-runs of how you've lived so far and it's worked, make it routine and then you no longer have to think ? and you don't.
How many people know that they even flush the toilet?

We're not thinking ?.. we're sleepwalking.

How about those dreams where you can't see faces, or you can but they are unrecognizable ? yet, you KNOW who they are. You look different, yet, you KNOW it is you?
You're awake when you think you are asleep, and your soul recognizes without physical body, that's why there are no faces ?..

So, to exercise your conscience in this first step, be observant of yourself in the moment as much as possible. It is easy to implement, but difficult to maintain and takes a lot of practice and exercise.
For example: You can sit in front of the television and make yourself become aware of how you're sitting, the pace of your breathing, etc ? but within seconds, your mind slips back into conscious slumber of the self and is only aware of the outside stimuli (TV) and you don't realize a itch that your hand subconsciously scratches, or an expression on your face, or that you switch your crossed legs.
With practice, normally through meditation, we become more aware/awake ? when first trying to gain awareness through mediations, this is the reason why our goal is to stop the ?mental chatter? , and to focus on our breathing.
Have you ever noticed that sometimes you will have thoughts that just popped in your head from nowhere? And then your inner voice will chime in and say, ?Oh, delete that .. gross, don't think that? ? we all know that our reality is our thoughts, the laws of attraction ?. however, first we have to gain control over our thoughts ?. our inner conscience awareness is your own, that outer thought that popped in your head came from a collection of ?chatter? on an energy band.

So, since this ?chatter? is prevalent (because we think it's awake/reality), which pushes the conscience aside until reason is needed to interject, during meditation (in the beginning) try and focus on yourself in the moment.

Run a sensation check, starting at the one foot, up on side of the body and down the other. I f the mind wanders (which it will do), then once you become aware that your mind slipped, focus on that irrelevant thought to gain control.
For example: You are meditating and then realized that your were thinking about the cute boots the lady on the train was wearing .. repeat this thought pattern only this time do it with control, to gain control. Force yourself to acknowledge that this was ignorant, mindless chatter that clouded your meditation session, so you will allow yourself to think it this time and then it WILL stop. This takes time to gain control over mindless chatter, but, not impossible with practice —. Gaining self awareness of body and thought is key to ridding yourself of karmic debt and implementing the laws of attraction.

We all know ?.. it's a thought, a thought, right?
99% of the time (when not in concentration), our minds are wandering, we know not what we are thinking ?. If we know not what we are thinking, then we are attracting more bad karma through laws of attraction because we are fantasizing by utilizing thought patterns that are programmed instead of our conscious controlled voice of reason and judgment.

You MUST break-out of the continuous runaway feedback loops between thought (conscience) and emotional (mindless reactions of stimuli) that blow up in to over-reactivity, which creates a skewed sense of perception and judgment. If one responds with a negative emotion to a button pushing event, to later scold the self for being sucked in and losing composure ? then the response came from a skewed sense of perception and judgment as determined by the conscience, which had to later make you feel guilt, or remorse ? creating rewards/punishments for karma. Some people allow worse than that happen. At least creating karma in punishment is holding the self accountible .. some people allow the ego to completely rule and blame a person outside of themselves for losing their own composure due to being responsive mindlessly.

The goal is to break this perpetual mortgage of the soul, and NOT continue to attempt to pay-down the debt, because you only create more every time you respond while consciously unaware of what you are saying or doing until afterwards.
This even goes for positive responses ?.. if you are so programmed to remain positive and respond in this fashion, then you will do so AGAINST yourself.
For example: You congratulate a woman on a new baby saying it was beautiful because this is customary for you to be courteous and support another persons feelings for their benefit, all the while thinking, ?Look at that honker, poor baby?. YOU JUST CREATED BAD KARMA no matter how sweet your tone was because what your mind was really thinking was that this is an ugly baby, yet, you mindlessly said it was beautiful.

To free your soul from karma purgatory that is stuck in re-looping through continuous incarnations ?.. you have to wake up, and to do this, you HAVE to be aware of yourself in everything you do and say BEFORE you respond, so that you will act from controlled thoughts, instead of react through an unconsciousness that you erroneously believe is reality.

To use Laws of Attraction to your benefit ?. You first have to have control of your thoughts by being consciously aware. Otherwise, what the universe brings to you through LOA .. is crap you didn't even know you asked for.

After this exercise ? then the waking process will happen without you even having to know such things as, implementing positive and purging negative .. it will come natural.

Signs that your Spirit Consciousness is Waking:

Body aches and pains, especially in the neck, shoulders and back

Feeling a deep inner sadness that you can't explain

Crying for no apparent reason

Feeling unsettled .. changing jobs/relations for no reason

Withdrawal from family/friend relations (old karma kept you bound to them)

Unusual sleep patterns ? you will wake up around 3am-4am suddenly

Intense dreams, usually of running away or monsters chasing you, or of fighting

Regular dreams of being naked (you're stripping yourself of the outer layer)

Physical disorientation .. personal space will be off kilter/the soul has to form

Will talk to self a lot, even to the point of intelligent conversation to self

Feeling of lonliness, even in crowds ?.. always feel an outsider

Loss of passion for things once embraced powerfully

Deep longing to go home .. even when home, you will feel ?away?

Will start to feel tingling or vibrations when touching objects or people

Can start to see auras .. usually light at first, colors later

Feeling of warm or cold pass over you

Seeing colors (usually blues and purples) with eyes closed is sure sign

Smelling scents that are physically present

Seeing images in the peripheral vision

Entities will become visible

You will be able to astral project



And many, many more .... the other half of your spirit that split so you could come here in the physical form to attempt to pay off your debt is blue .. focus on blue, hold blue crystals like Adenturine or Lapis Lazuli, and don't be afraid of the water .. let go of the shore and allow yourself of be free.

So long as your holding on while your spirit aches to be free from this viscious cycle of incurring debt .... you will always be in anguish.

Be free .. be happy.

"Smelling scents that are physically present"


Oopps .. that are NOT physically present .. in fact, our sense of smell is strongest sense and you might pick up on odors long before any of the rest

P Angel, Quite a beautiful post.

But do you really think that we need specific man made methods to gain awareness? Or say do you think its easy for everyone to follow one single method to understand themselves? Behind all these thoughts, there are trillions of neurons each of which process that 1 bit of data in the most magnificent speed in a constrained structure within our brain. And if we dig to that elementary form of origin of thought, there is nothing left to be judged. There is no good or bad.

"There is no good or bad."


Agreed, there isn't. However, there appears to be bad and good to people who's spirit consciousness is asleep. Which is why a system had to be implemented, such as God/Satan .... because we are so ignornat to the truth, that we know not what we do. Just like a child, for example ... they cannot reason the difference, so a parent has to give reward/punishment and hope they learn right from wrong.

"do you think its easy for everyone to follow one single method to understand themselves?"

No, it's not easy at all .. if we humans had the capability of comprehending, then we wouldn't have missed all the messages from the Great Avatars who descended down here to try and wake us up to the truth of our existence.

i enjoyed your post i can relate to so much of it,although i havent seen entities or astral projected,much of what you said has happened,i feel like i am searching for something all the time,what is my purpose here i have feelings that i dont belong even with family sometimes,also i feel icant be honest with people for upsetting them , it has got me into trouble for being honest,so sometimes i have to go against what i really want to say or do,actually the vibrations you mentioned i sometimes feel parts of my body vibrating or buzzing .

(( messages from the Great Avatars who descended down here to try and wake us up to the truth of our existence. ))

Great so call Avatars talked a lot of nonsense IMHO. So obviously they never descended from anywhere. So far in the history of mankind, we have successfully created so many systems which they all thought might bring peace and prosperity. But as we can clearly observe, all those systems have failed big time. Fear can control people. But that has its consequences also. Only choice is to remove the ignorance of people. The moment a group of people face the need for a leader, they have failed as human beings. We always have a choice to comprehend natures methods of balancing itself and follow it or we can try to build our own methods and see if we are capable of overriding natures laws. So far we have failed. I dont think a new system can make any difference.

"actually the vibrations you mentioned i sometimes feel parts of my body vibrating or buzzing"

You are waking up ... these vibrations will become more often. It does feel like a buzzing, doesn't it? Glad you enjoyed the read, firebabe.


"we have successfully created so many systems which they all thought might bring peace and prosperity. But as we can clearly observe, all those systems have failed big time. Fear can control people."

Yep, that's because we are so programmed with a retribution mind-set that when a messenger comes .... we automatically attempt to put a system in place. We find a place within our reward/punishment system because that's the only thing we know how to do.

Those messengers didn't fail .. we did .. still do ..

Just like with any part of our lives .. we still do this. Such as, you find a boyfriend and instead of just being our natural loving selves, we only give them real love if they are giving us what we want, if that person doesn't fit within what we expect of them to be deserving of love, then we screw them over to punish them.

Our spirits want this unconditional love, and recognize that it's apart of us .. yet, we don't see how to do it, we aren't awake enough yet to comprehend what it means .. teachers came, but we couldn't hear what their words actually meant.

(( teachers came, but we couldn't hear what their words actually meant. ))

Dont you think it was because people in the power didn't wanted teachers to be heard? Also which teacher has talked about something which explains everything in this world? They all said so many contradictory and confusing explanations and try to feed the same thing for an ignorant group of people. Probably their methods were not that accurate. They failed to anticipate the consequences of their teaching.

On a macro level, every scientist thinks he/she is trying hard to make a better society. But on a global level, all their inventions have messed up the natural balance. We have only one planet. How much can we screw it up? Even the currency notes these idiots print are made out of this very planet. We assign values to everything and try to make it all a business which eventually leads to self destruction. Are these people so stupid? Or is there something no one is telling me?? Is there any backup plan to avoid destroying ourselves or may be to inhabit mars or moon when earth finally ends up uninhabitable? I simply dont understand. Everyone know they are contributing to all these troubles. But no one wants to really do anything about it.

"Dont you think it was because people in the power didn't wanted teachers to be heard?"


Yes, which is something I find very disturbing. For a person to have a faith, is a good thing .. however, it's only a portion of the information.

To make everyone have faith is a difficult task. Bcoz not everyone can agree with irrational ideologies. Natures order is rational, so is human brains need for rational thinking. Faith simply denies a human his need to know and ask him to obey some orders in a blind manner. Simple truth is always powerful than any man made ideologies. But if the one who explains the truth makes even the slightest mistake, it can produce negative results. When human beings are no more ignorant, a need for a ruler or societies law and order wont arise. which puts many crooked politicians jobless. There wont be any groups so some power hungry maniacs can dream of commanding a group of people. Each one of us will be independent and still understand and respect each other... But then it will be like going back to stone age. Humans dont have the guts to face truth. At least half of what an animal has. So its essential for us to build up so many colorful systems around us and try to justify them all to cover up our fear.

P-Angel...
A thread written with love...🙂

thelibrian...

Fear is a definite roadblock to any awakening, and as P-Angel said it has been ingrained into our psyche and becoming conscious of this is the first step of our waking up. We are the creators of our reality, we are our reality. Our thoughts and how we direct them are living things, vibrating with their own actions and reactions. We are a web of connections, each of us has within the ability to unify this web and bring harmony.

None of the above will be done with or through organized "religious" practices, but through personal understanding of the SELF and WHO and WHAT we truly are and are capable of.

We must learn not to expect anything, and love without attachment. Live NOW and in the moment. There is no past and no future, only NOW. The past is gone, and tomorrow, the future will be only NOW.

so many times i have been 100% sure that the only reason i said what i said or did what i did was only because the other person expected me to. and i was in their head more than i was in mine- so seeing what they wanted me to do, i thought it was my own thought. and then i immediately have the recognition of acting off of what i sensed from another person then acting purely from my self.

Posted by P-Angel
To use Laws of Attraction to your benefit ??_. You first have to have control of your thoughts by being consciously aware. Otherwise, what the universe brings to you through LOA .. is crap you didn't even know you asked for.

After this exercise ??_ then the waking process will happen without you even having to know such things as, implementing positive and purging negative .. it will come natural.

Signs that your Spirit Consciousness is Waking:

Body aches and pains, especially in the neck, shoulders and back

Feeling a deep inner sadness that you can't explain

Crying for no apparent reason

Feeling unsettled .. changing jobs/relations for no reason

Withdrawal from family/friend relations (old karma kept you bound to them)

Unusual sleep patterns ??_ you will wake up around 3am-4am suddenly

Intense dreams, usually of running away or monsters chasing you, or of fighting

Regular dreams of being naked (you're stripping yourself of the outer layer)

Physical disorientation .. personal space will be off kilter/the soul has to form

Will talk to self a lot, even to the point of intelligent conversation to self

Feeling of lonliness, even in crowds ??_.. always feel an outsider

Loss of passion for things once embraced powerfully

Deep longing to go home .. even when home, you will feel ??_away??_

Will start to feel tingling or vibrations when touching objects or people

This is interesting. I haven't experienced all here, but a lot of it.
I've occasionally, but more often, experienced episodes of knowing the outcome of a situation intuitively. Is that a manifestation of spiritual awareness I wonder...

This is beautiful! The journey of awakening is amazing, especially the visuals from meditation.