Help with Soul mate telepathy?

Hello, I would not like to give out my name or the name of the person in which I am talking about. All else is 100% true and I am just honestly confused and would like someone elses opinion.

So, where do I even start? Basically, I am almost 15 years old and there is this one boy who I just feel SO connected to. I am almost positive he is my soul mate but everyone else it just constantly filling my mind with doubt. It seems like fate has just always tried to bring me toward him. You see, this is no normal boy. He's actually in a band and actually 8 years older than me. I'm almost positive I know what you are thinking, that this is just a normal teenage crush on a band dude, but it seems like it's honestly more than that.

For years and years I have had small little crushes on boys, but nothing like this. It all started in late 2005/ early 2006. My friend's sister bought some demo off the highschool black market and didn't like it. So she gave it to her sister, my friend, and we rode the bus together. My friend made me listen and I love it. I was at that age where you liked songs more than the artists, if you even knew who the artist was, but something about it... the name caught my attention and the song left an imprint in my brain. Little did I know how significant it would be to my life, later on. The CD wasn't out yet and my friend didn't listen to it all that much; so, basically, i just shrugged the feeling off my shoulders.

Then, some months later, their CD dropped! It made quite an impact on people, including my friends, and I got re introduced to the band. They even had a music video. This was the era of Dial up computers, in other words, the music video and my computer didn't mix. It was more like a stop-motion picture and allowed me to get a close look on the guys, themselves. Everyone thought the lead singer was so "hot" and that was about it, and honestly, the guy whom I believe I love really wasn't attractive at all, but there was just something about him. Shrugged it off, again.

Third time, My friend's mom had a daughter. We were in the car at a local blockbuster and she asked me the simplest of questions. Do you like -insert band name here- and from there, it began again. They went on about a three year break from writing music, I was not allowed to go to any concerts, Shrugged it off.

Finally, a couple years ago now, I was re-introduced to them once more. I was much older now and it seemed like everything in the past came toge

together to actually make sense. Anyway, there was just this strong presence. It's so hard to explain. It's like I just had the strongest need to protect him in every possible way. My best friend used to call him a girl and it would honestly just tear me apart. Me and my best friend(since gradeschool, mind you) actually ended up losing our friendship over this. I just didn't want to be friends with someone that tried to hurt him, even if he didn't know.

In the same sense that fate kept bringing me toward him, it seems, it also seems to tear us apart. Just in the past two years I have attempted and came pretty close to going to AT LEAST 20 concerts of his, some even with people who had passes to meet them, but something has always happened at last minute. There was one specific incident though. It was halloween and I was honestly really, really going to be there. They almost NEVER come out after shows, and that day they did. THe friend whom I was going with got to spend and hour with them. I would have too if I was there.

Now, let's move on to the telepathy. Last summer, there was an incident. I was laying on my couch in my living room all alone. that's another thing lately, ever since I've come to realize how much I adore him, I just prefer to be alone all the time. It's like i can feel him all around me, even if he's not really there. Anyway, I was lying on the couch and listening to Christmas songs just because I love Christmas, but Christmases lately just never were the same feeling, so in summer I would mourn the feeling of Christmases long ago. It was like I blacked out to reality, but still awake. Instead of sitting on my couch, alone, I was sitting on a different couch with him, by a fireplace instead of a Television. The Christmas song was playing in the background and we had a little beagle puppy snuggled in with us. You could not fit a piece of paper between us, that is how close we were. It was so amazing and I could feel the butterfly warmth inside me. I could honestly feel the cold breeze creek through under the door, for the snowy outside mixed with the warmth coming from the fireplace. I could feel the cotton that our sweaters were made out of. It really caught me off guard when I snapped out of it as it was so detailed and so real, but how could I feel those things when it was summer? You'd also think I would be sad that it was over, but I just couldn't wipe the smile off my face that it happened.

It happened again later that yea

year when in health class we were learning to relax/meditate. My teacher turned the lights off and told us to lay on the floor and not make a noise. To breath in and breath out and all the while he put this tape on of ocean sounds. As I closed my eyes and followed the breathing pattern he had set for us, It seemed like I had that reality black out again. This time I was on a beach, with the guy beside me. We talked very little, but it was not uncomfortable or awkward, it was perfect. Our presence was enough. With every breath I took in I felt the waves crash on the land and over my feet a little, the cool water a great contrast to the sun that was beating down on us. We were holding hands, but not much more, as it would most likely be way too hot for any more contact. Everything felt so real, just like last time. My teacher brought me out of my trance when he told us the bell was about to ring. Once again, I was confused to how I could feel the sun beating down on me when I was in an airconditioned room. I still had the smile on my face though.

Not much else has happened with it lately. I still feel as if I can feel him around me at all times. Everytime I'm given a piece of paper, I feel the need to write his name down, just because I know he exists and I've found him and on my path to meeting him. His names seems to just roll of my tongue like no other. He has recently gotten one of those twitter things, and everything he posts I just instantly connect with. There have been days when I've been having a sick feeling and it turns out he was having a bad day. It's like I feed off of him. Every single day I just anticipate the day we actually meet and I've been trying to get there so bad.

I've heard that having constant feelings of DE JA VU means you're on the right path and I've been having them alot. I've recently be-friended a man whose friend is cousins with the person whom I love's best friend is best friends with. It's a long shot connection, but it is still something.

Also, The guy has had a steady girlfriend for almsot three years. He has been known to cheat on her and she has stuck with him for oh so long, but now all of a sudden breaks up with him randomly. She has a blog and as much as what she writes about him tears me apart I just can't stand not to. She says how he doesn't want to be loved, and nothing is ever good enough for him. It just gives me this feeling that maybe I could be the one to save him and that it is my purpose in life t

to do so. I've tried to like other guys and get over him, because really? I know that when people tell me it will never happen, it probably never will, but It's like I only have eyes, mind, and heart for him. No other guy is him and will not do. It feels like I'm cheating on him everytime I look at another guy and I have yet to even meet him. Everytime I see a guy that slightly reminds me of him or looks a bit like him, it makes me smile. He's all that's ever on my mind and akjdfkls I'm sorry if this doesn't make sense. I'm sorry if I just sound like a stupid, nieve fangirl like every one else says, it just seems like there is so much more to this.

I honestly think we may be soul mates and have had some telepathic experiences.

I figured this was the place to come.
I want honest opinions.

Is this really a soul mate connection i am having or is it just some stupid fangirl fantasy? :/

Are you a Gemini with a Pisces moon?

I'm not even sure what all those moon things mean.
I was born August 9th though, which makes me a Leo?

A Leo?


Wow ...... who would of thought, not me.



Um, yeah ..... you're just infatuated with a celebrity .. who isn't.


Dream away if the fantasy feels good .. just make sure you realize it isn't real, though .. so you don't go putting on diapers and driving to stalk him somewhere.

I know, I know.

That's what everyone says, but it just feels so much more than that.

how can you tell?

and by the way, what does my zodiac have ANYTHING to do with it. haha

It's not telepathy - you're hallucinating. Telepathy involves people reading each others' minds and he would have to be having the same hallucination you are, and since he has no clue you even exist, he's not thinking about cuddling by the fire or on the beach with you.

Also, when you're meant to be with someone the universe finds ways of bringing you together - not keeping you apart when YOU are making the effort to force yourself onto a "path" to meeting him [which is exactly what you're doing].

If the universe has anything at all to do with what's going on here, it's to keep you apart.

And nothing you've said here indicates he's been put in your life over and over at different points - he's clearly in a well known band, and that's exactly the sort of person you're going to hear about as their band begins to make it big.

Sorry, but you're fantasizing and hallucinating. In all seriousness, and not to be cruel..... please don't embarrass yourself by contrinuing to try to throw yourself in his path and tell him you think he's your soul-mate.

You're trying to force a scenario that simply isn't meant to be.