To My Bestfriend.

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mfwb55
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12 Years1,000+ Posts

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I have something to say to you- not sure how to tell you without you getting all upset and emotional about this. I need to tell you this so that perhaps you could for once in my life you could understand how it is I feel and view from my perspective and not yours.

I have known you since I was five years old, you have been my everything and all I wanted to be. I have looked up to you and have wanted to and needed to at times, be just like you. I love you and I hate you and I miss you a lot and I always will despite all that I have been through with you.

I can not protect you anymore. I am finished with that part of my life. I must let you go and find out my own place in this world without you. You will always have a part in and be in my heart. You also will be my best friend forever even though I can not protect you.

Its a sad fact of life that even though you and I are the same, your the male version of I and I am the female version of you and that we both love each other and both bore each other and fight one another together, that we are best friends and nothing more and nothing less. I have found in you my mirror image and instead of doing it all by protecting you, it is time I stopped doing and started being.

I wish you all the best in whatever it is you choose to do and may you be blessed in all that you do.

Dear Best Friend Forever.

Goodbye.

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mfwb55
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12 Years1,000+ Posts

Comments: 96 · Posts: 1422 · Topics: 63
I want you to know also just because I can not protect you anymore does not mean I do not want to talk to you or crap like that. I would prefer it if it were face to face and not via the internet. So if at any time you would like to contact me to talk feel free to do so when you are ready, you know where I am so yeh i offer the door of communication that is open up to you to walk through it and start talking, been too long dont you think?

Goodbye.