contacting 'this Pisces girl'-or is it lost?

k met lovely girl - did'nt realise quite how special.to be honest it must be 'lost' - k...goes like thisfirst time met - spent 4hrs in a flower bed - well she was romantic kissing etc then went back and fireworks - in morning with hangover and not thinking ( this is thick ...) i go ' oh shit i got another date with another girl this week ' was bad as she looked so peaceful and happy - er...changed to what a twit...
k amazingly met me next week and we go out end up at hers and was so deep better than last time....
i text her week later to see how its going... no response. so i take it as bit off.
go out a week later and meet another girl... just snoggin.but we had nothing in stone between me and 'wonderful pisces'. k next morning ring up 'lovely pisces' and ask if she wants to have pizza with me ... get text back 2 say it would be lovely but she has to go to london for week on work and will call me 'when less hectic' - take this as ok but bit non commital....
k this is bad...then later that day text my sister with this..."met pretty cheque republic girl i pulled last night cant think what she saw in me as she so nice..really into me too" .... this i texted to pisces girl by accident.... she text me back and said 'think you need to ask her for pizza instead'
tried to ring her but no reply so left message to appologise and said it was that she had become unresponsive before so took it as not interested.told her i liked her not the other one etc...
k sorry this is so long by way....k so i not seen her for 4 months now till this weekend when i bumped into her. i appologised and she was ok, whenever i tried to talk to her she was polite but not gettin into much convo with me...understand but could she was looking at me lots... i just light up with electricity around her and walk over fire for this girl, but yep, played it cool....her friend kept trying to encourage me to her saying she not got a boyfriend etc. i told her i lost her number and deleted it but she not offered it , just smiled nicely...er...so her friend asked me where i was going after.... and they both turn up. she was doing that old 'swimming away' when i went over to talk to her.but could see her looking at me lots? i decided not to be a chump and keep myself cool and just hang with my 3 friends...we were having lots of fun so thought it better to see me like this-nice fun person-than desperate boy. she really is so beautiful and such an amazingly deep person-i got her number still-help!

just to finnish ... so i am outside the late night drink we had with my 3 friends.. her friend comes over and says... only one of you can come with us...do you want to-you have to leave your friends...er....like i left them immediately to go back to this guys house for a drink...we walk on - me chatting to this guy, the girls behind decide to stop and just suddenly turn off back to 'lovely pisces' girls house. i go over and its a bit awquard so i just nod to her friend a kind of 'understanding' look, go find my friends again and leave that as that...(to add here the girl had done bit of 'e' that night , me none so obv.bit diff wavelength... friend was more friendly to me that her.but obv.i have insulted her lots now...to add i did try and kiss her she just moved away, not in big bad way but just a little move, and i took hint instantly,-cheap move i know... by way i am 'taurus' wouldnt say a boring one - bit wacky... k any thoughts would be cool as i am prob just going to leave the phone call and just see if i bump into her or 'move on' as recon as much as i really really know she is super special i am not sure i can build the bridge or even if she would want it built...must add here i am so dim when a girl likes me i never know - even when its spelt out i still choose to ignore it...thought in this case recon she doesnt as she kept swimming - its like a flutter...

GK,

First, bad move not calling her the follwoing day. If it was a special as you say there is no way for her to know that if you wait a week to tell her. It doesn't have to be a big deal; ask her "how she's doing, last night was (fill in the blanks), it was more amazing than last time". A Pisces girl needs to hear all that and more. Secondly, DAMN! Texting her accidentally about another girl? Dude, would you wanna hook up with you after that? That's not on.

As a Pisces myself, I wouldn't make myself available to you after these missteps. When we shutdown like that, it's not a good thing my friend. I can promise you she was hurt. When we're hurting, we don't deal directly with the person who injured us. That's normal. You're invisible to us and we will make sure you feel it.

If you're serious about her, then you've gonna have to work hard to win her back. Not sure what it entails, but trust me, she is NOT going to make it easy for you.