Emotional detachment

Okay I was born March 10th moon is Taurus , south Aquarius node and Leo north node . I honestly have a hug issue with emotional attachments and detachments I’m very alone because I don’t care for anyone . And it’s hard because I see it how I feel nothing for no one even people who believe they’re close to me . I just always keep an extra thin wall and once I attach myself to someone I give them so much care and understanding. And love and it’s hard because it never seems to work once I’m emotionally involved only when I have that wall up . And I’m afraid I’m never going to learn how to balance my emotions

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Okay I was born March 10th moon is Taurus , south Aquarius node and Leo north node . I honestly have a hug issue with emotional attachments and detachments I’m very alone because I don’t care for anyone . And it’s hard because I see it how I feel nothing for no one even people who believe they’re close to me . I just always keep an extra thin wall and once I attach myself to someone I give them so much care and understanding. And love and it’s hard because it never seems to work once I’m emotionally involved only when I have that wall up . And I’m afraid I’m never going to learn how to balance my emotions

You ever considered therapy or counseling?

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Do you feel this with everyone close to you?

Everyone except

My little brother and sister and mom

. That’s the only three people I truly

Care for . and it’s horrible

I feel guilty sometimes but my conscious always tells me no one really cares how I care I even think that of my mom . but i give her benefit of the doubt she has mental illness .

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Okay I was born March 10th moon is Taurus , south Aquarius node and Leo north node . I honestly have a hug issue with emotional attachments and detachments I’m very alone because I don’t care for anyone . And it’s hard because I see it how I feel nothing for no one even people who believe they’re close to me . I just always keep an extra thin wall and once I attach myself to someone I give them so much care and understanding. And love and it’s hard because it never seems to work once I’m emotionally involved only when I have that wall up . And I’m afraid I’m never going to learn how to balance my emotions

You ever considered therapy or counseling?

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I’ve tried but they all say the same thing it’s because I don’t like authority or discipline or had guidance

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Okay I was born March 10th moon is Taurus , south Aquarius node and Leo north node . I honestly have a hug issue with emotional attachments and detachments I’m very alone because I don’t care for anyone . And it’s hard because I see it how I feel nothing for no one even people who believe they’re close to me . I just always keep an extra thin wall and once I attach myself to someone I give them so much care and understanding. And love and it’s hard because it never seems to work once I’m emotionally involved only when I have that wall up . And I’m afraid I’m never going to learn how to balance my emotions

You ever considered therapy or counseling?

I’ve tried but they all say the same thing it’s because I don’t like authority or discipline or had guidance

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Oh wow, so you dont feel like you have to change a little to see a difference?

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Okay I was born March 10th moon is Taurus , south Aquarius node and Leo north node . I honestly have a hug issue with emotional attachments and detachments I’m very alone because I don’t care for anyone . And it’s hard because I see it how I feel nothing for no one even people who believe they’re close to me . I just always keep an extra thin wall and once I attach myself to someone I give them so much care and understanding. And love and it’s hard because it never seems to work once I’m emotionally involved only when I have that wall up . And I’m afraid I’m never going to learn how to balance my emotions

You ever considered therapy or counseling?

I’ve tried but they all say the same thing it’s because I don’t like authority or discipline or had guidance

Oh wow, so you dont feel like you have to change a little to see a difference?

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I did change still just don’t enjoy getting that close to anyone just feels wasteful

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Okay I was born March 10th moon is Taurus , south Aquarius node and Leo north node . I honestly have a hug issue with emotional attachments and detachments I’m very alone because I don’t care for anyone . And it’s hard because I see it how I feel nothing for no one even people who believe they’re close to me . I just always keep an extra thin wall and once I attach myself to someone I give them so much care and understanding. And love and it’s hard because it never seems to work once I’m emotionally involved only when I have that wall up . And I’m afraid I’m never going to learn how to balance my emotions

You ever considered therapy or counseling?

I’ve tried but they all say the same thing it’s because I don’t like authority or discipline or had guidance

Oh wow, so you dont feel like you have to change a little to see a difference?

I did change still just don’t enjoy getting that close to anyone just feels wasteful

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It may creep up on you slowly yet surely.

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Do you feel this with everyone close to you?

Everyone except

My little brother and sister and mom

. That’s the only three people I truly

Care for . and it’s horrible

I feel guilty sometimes but my conscious always tells me no one really cares how I care I even think that of my mom . but i give her benefit of the doubt she has mental illness .

Hmmmm well at least there are people who you do care for. Did something traumatize you from putting your trust into others? Sometimes you can't care for those when there is no trust built. A friend of mine burned out friendship down, I feel because she was traumatized from her last friendship where they turned against her.

When you meet others, do you just keep them at arms length? Are they aware of how you feel?

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I just had a very interesting childhood , I never really trusted anyone from little I think it started more around 4-5 grade when we lived with my step dad he was abusive to my mom and it messed up my trust for him because he was my only father figure my dad wasn’t around that much and he was very mixy and manipulative. Me and my mom have trust issues because she did a lot of sneaky things and as I grew older everything I grew up thinking I came to find out wasn’t true . My family wasn’t much of no help because they’d say they understood but really only cares for themselves or made me and my mom into like the crazy area of the family. I just always kept a distance from everyone because it was just confusing on who I should trust and who I shouldn’t . I don’t develop deep love for people because I always feel like they will soon betray me like anyone else . I feel bad somewhat about how distant I am but it’s just hard I’ve always put up this Act of being perfectly fine even through so much because that’s what I was taught and even when I did open up

And tell someone they’d throw it in my

Face and I truly hated that because then I’d blame it on myself

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Posted by LadyLuna19

Do you feel this with everyone close to you?

Everyone except

My little brother and sister and mom

. That’s the only three people I truly

Care for . and it’s horrible

I feel guilty sometimes but my conscious always tells me no one really cares how I care I even think that of my mom . but i give her benefit of the doubt she has mental illness .

That’s how I feel about my freinds

They are catagorized

It is what it is

I keep them at a distance as I feel that’s how it should be

My mom sometimes I wonder if I have loving feelings

But it comes out when she gets ill

I get protective

I got it in fourth grade lol

I had a best freind n she backstabbed me getting me in trouble with the teacher. I was so hurt I stopped believing in the best freind crap lol

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I feel you I keep everyone in a category I know who to show the real me and who to lie to. I have only one bestfriend and still I don’t trust her I just keep her around so I’m not lonely

I can relate to a lot of what you said. I'd say go to therapy. Personally I like to help people with their problems and not really mine own. Exsp deep ones.

I love my friends and family though. Sounds like you do too, that's a good start.

But than again, who says you have to care about anyone? Society?

I don't know. Life is about choice I say.

Hey there! i also have a moon in taurus. i dont know about other placements but I do have to say that I get attached and when I do, its unyielding to whatever im attached to.

however, the positive is that since we have that sextile harmonious aspect, we are emotionally aware. i could say that you may feel you dont care about anyone, but perhaps you could just be in a phase where you only THINK that, but you know that your emotional state cant handle giving any attention to anyone, and as such, since it FEELS emotionally right, then perhaps you are at peace with that feeling subconsciously.