eyes on the scorp but this pisces hm?

seeing i know nothing about pisces female could i have some insights.

Eyes been set on my ex scorp so much bubblng right there but this pisces starting to tilt my head.


im just cautious and observing everything right now *emotional turmoil*


Oh im a Cap

lol i never even notice the typos i found what you said interesting

the pisces is a female we went to high school together years ago never notice her as she was in a lower grade than me

(* note im noticing alot of people popping up that i never notice in high school and prior to HS school popping up this pisces and another pisces plus and aquarius)

She previously dated a capricorn i know about a year ago smh messed up relatonship that cap was only loyal to herself. i met her when she was with the cap i said hi and bye.

Second encounter was when she and the cap broke up and i was still with my scorp remember we didnt know each other and see saw me at the mall and broke down in tears tell me all about the Cap and what happen wth was truly messed up. My scorp was not happy she never saw why this girl was breaking down telling me everything and she didnt know me like that.i gave her my advice and that was it.


Fast forward to present time

we both single saw each other on the full moon in scorpio cinco de mayo \o/ party! lol
anywho my ex and i was there cold ackwards as hell they were talking and i was keeping my distance and she call me over for the rest of the night she kept hugging me and commenting on my scent it weird my scorp use to do that too i have no clue what that is aslong as its good oh well .
she wants to keep in touch i said ok text on and off

so yesterday my mind ran on her i text her in the day as her mom was ill just to check up

i had a horrid nightmare who text with the sweetest things yup the pisces as if she knew something was wrong.

then this morning as i woke phone call hours on the phone we talked about everything she was really curse to know where i was born everything.

and she stated for some reason she felt comfortable talking to me and laugh how odd the first time i spoke to her was when she was having an emotional break down because of her ex cap who i truly say is only loyal to herself

and she was curious why the scorp and i broke up as we looked so solid cant see one with out the other .
As that still a sensitive top i told her its alot of reason but communication,power struggle we were having the yo-yo effect
sad but through we needed space but neither of us voiced it in time.


i told her i have a communication problem up front when it comes to emotionally attachment but my actions shows but what i can not say verbally as yet i will write it out my words take awhile to follow.


BS makes me impatient and then i get impulsive >.< though im passive at times i will say what i like and dont like im more blunt when im emotionally detached im not one for games i like honesty im not psychic.



im do not have any expectations of anything happening between us i am intrigued by her for some reason. and she me she thinks im a mystery have no idea why.

she used an example of the party that she find it easier communicating with the ex scorp as shes more friendly by i seem more standoffish and like im analyzing everythng and she finds it mysterious why shes drawn to me.


WHat a long eulogy :O omg

last point she raised a brow tho with though

she tends to take other peoples partners not sure why that made me like him esp her ex she went after everyone she date for awhile just cause she could or want to i duno.


she burned her rlly bad first love first true relationship and all that.

i think i attract crazy to some extent.

lol no worries my brain goes ahead of my writing too

she wants us to go snorkling and have lunch in the near future i never set a date as i know right now is hectic for so i sad when she is ready or we will set a date when you have more time.

she stated she would like to get to know me more and not just live of the fact that she finds me attractive i sad well put in the effort. For me i have to feel you out as a person before i think anything else so the last thing on my mind is a relationship thats something i can not rush into. tried it once and that crashed and burn i dont like my process rushed .


i have read the do's and donts rather interesting and based on how she talks she loves alot of space. i like my space as well but i think pisces top the space thing by far

i have one pisces friendship going on for a few years now one moment she wants u too her self but as she get all quiet its time to go month upon months we dont speak and bam summer time its like we never parted.

more i get to know her i will know if shes a moody as my pisces friend.

we both verbally stated we trying to find a balance me personally a emotional one too much intensity and crazy (put my face in a bowl of water for a minute lol) and she trying to final a peaceful center her recent ex was really extreme sexually

yes i do agree im eccentric have to pull the reigns in alot not to let it out i got some lava in me under the cool exterior i try my best not to let it out its not pretty.

i have no problem with the intuition i find it interesting love to know about it


yup scorps tend to do that its both good and bad pull you out of your mind at times but bad when you just need some head space to think and your not given the chance to. and when im push to let things out too soon before i process it it makes me unbalance hence vulnerable and insecurities rise.


and yea we caps are drawn to the dark more than the light. the thing is sometime we want the thrill of being out our comfort zone at times

yes all you said made sense ahh my pisces friend is like that she does her drifting off thing and then pops up and check in or i will check up. no matter how long we havent seen each other when we are around nothing changes.


for me i dont think the scorp get into my head its more putting what they want into my head and when it doesnt work they feel rejected and brood i find that kinda annoying you can always have your own way. yea i get resented for that oh well.


but with the date we both were throwing out ideas and it will be done setting a date after all her exams are finish.shes a musician and she stated she will have to be doing alot of travelling within the next two yrs but was hinting well that thats a nice time to create something but she doesnt like being apart for long.

i like a little assertiveness it appeals to me so i will put that out there for her not to be shy i think a woman saying what she likes dont like ,want or need is pretty hot and it shows her strength and confidence .


well take your advice seeing you havent heard from that special someone in awhile take the initiative and make contact we caps like when you step to us.

ElusiveSoul, have you asked him any real direct questions? If so, what were they and what were his answers?

I tried to read as much as I could btw lol.

Your approach is interesting. I see that you are providing that emotional comfort that he clearly needs. Allowing him to be open, trust you and let his guard down. Maybe he does want to keep you close, who wouldn't, but what if only as a friend?I'm sure in many ways, this is all an experience for him, because he's slowly releasing his emotions, but sometimes a. doesn't lead to b. with us. He can comfortably enjoy you right where you are. Would you feel a certain way if he told you he wanted to keep it as a friendship?

ahh yup people manipulate n various ways i notice it and went along it but when its negative stuff telling me how i am feeling and doing that im like nope and ill get denfensive i wont lie i dont like feeling backed up and that scares her as i would let her have her own way most the time but when i say no it no.thats where the bruise ego comes in ahh brother dont know what we have now its definitely not a friendship we cant even look at each other in public awkward hugs and thats it and in a fresh relationship mind you. random bb convos thats the most we talk and even that awkward i dont even know how to understand that. but the scorp brought out my softer side and emotional waay emotional freaked me out never knew i had that in me but now its like hmm im even more picky dating than before at least i know what i want and looking for i can not settle. im going to keep talkingto the pisces give her space and she after exams are through if anything chances no rush for me as im more focus on my career right now and living in the gym 😄.


lol at the hijacking now worried hun vent away read everything im cool with that i think your awesome and pretty more have more depth that most the people around me nowadays i havent had a decent deep convo in ages like feed my brain why wont ya.hence i been in my own whole surface convos and parties cant be bother i did that all my relationship im bored.

from what im reading i do sense he likes you but probably to the point he does not want to take the risk going into a relationship with you in fear of messing it up and loosing you.been there with the scorp biggest leap of faith i wish i declined to some extent.


i think you should friend zone in keep being good friend and direct your emotional outlet to a new bow that will release the strain on the friendship between you two and you like him wayyy more than a friend.

hahah i know how the typos go i knock myself when i read over what ever i write and see them like ugh.

well as to the cap family sweet and your welcome im from a family full of caps myself but the head boss is my grams whose a has moon in cap how ironi and is a gemini/cancer cusp lol she runs the show.then my cap mom lol.


well slowly you getting to notice hun you got to put yourself first and for caring,passionate nurturing people like ourselves at hard not the we dont have self worth but we always think of those we care for first as we can look after our self already.regardless off what anyone says we are the ideal parent figures so my view pure all that unconditional love into your child or pets and with people put you first its sad how they dont appreciate the greatness that had until karma bites them in the arse lol.


but yea my logic and common sense makes me hold back because i did it once to avoid it and it crash and burn i dont want to feel that vulnerable and unstable again nah i cook love like cook food but nope nope .i will smile and talk to you all chipper like lifes grand but im not going to let u know how burnt i am inside.

yea im not good at loosing or messing up in a relationship so this is all new to me >.< damnit but its truly a learning lesson in deed no doubt about that.

and yea you should smile you never know you smile could be making someones day. plus its good for your health coming from someone who hates to smile like why im not getting a joke but hey its a good smokescreen. got the flashy aries smile



ahh i saw the pisces again yup shes handsy lol was interesting. but im a temptation to her shes said she doesnt want to make it complicated for me im like me ? so i was like no its complicated for u im you with someone dont it.. so i stated good though i can be bad if i wanted to not hard for me but honestly i dont want anymore bad karma that trick hits more than a ton of bricks so im like you sort your stuff out i'm not coming in between your complication.

but if she keeps coming around and im in one those dont give a damn mood well lets say hmm... *whistles*

yes i know earning one's trust when lost is hard to gain but if your will to let the person gain it and they want to earn it let them. My view people can grow up and mature """"over TIME"" and sometimes the sillest thing make one looses trust i dunno maybe its just me it has to be something extreme for me not to trust you. but i can forgive that takes a shorter time i will be all chummy and nice with you wont let you see deep inside but stick around long enough and be you its possible only the good ones will stick around though.

im damaged leave it at that the scorp posted a vid and i was soo pissed and yet to some extent respected it.but im was like for years im singing on not holding grudges and forgiveness and learning and communication!!! and its now after all is dnt shes acting all philosophical and all the stupid little girls yup im calling them girls soaking it up smh . im like your welcome at least something eventually sank in ur brain tsk.

and she also post about love and being in love and if its meant to be it will.oh and she learn you should never try to change people to how you want them to be she learnt that the hard way DUH! im like keep posting these vids let me hate u it will make the process of me moving on faster.if she had balls a year ago we would be in a better place like wise for me if i had the guts to open my eyes soon ahh such is life. Only reason she bothers my soul so much is because she made me loose my kool and snap



lol but i get your sense of humour though its funny . your kool
but the pisces in a complicated relationship though im not a homewrecker my view if i woo her take her from the person she with anything possible she may get flaky with me too after awhile. i think its break up season i swear


we maybe he actually shows you will see

yea she messaged me about a dream she had that we went to the beach and ironically at the moment i was planning to go alone though. i havent spoken to her since not going to string it along. though at times i want to message her asking whats up etc. Yea and im not looking someone that has too much growing up to do we all learn and grow each day yea i know but i have passed that self discovery phrase. i in the cut throat phrase if i like you i like thats just it learnt that from the scorp.


yup the retrograde is killing me im trapped in my mind analyzing everything and it amazes me the amount of things i had locked away and didnt notice. i had a previous relationship right before the scorp that i didnt get to go through the process of analyze my errors there errors. and now im seeing all that i carried over to the last one so much karma and crap ugh that relationsship really messed up my flow. lol but that ones a whole different story im staying away from aquas though i attract them more than any sign but all the ones i date are chronic liers tho.


yup my view no one is perfect we all perfectly imperfect. and sigh on you got to play the relationship out yup now i am avid with communication no joke tell me as it is no secrets if it prolongs im out.

with the scorp sad as it may be was a great learning lesson and that im grateful. not sure if we will be friends or anything of the sort in the future but im thankful. want this retrograde to be over to all this bubbling inside can level so i can truly know whats up in my head its all over the place.though looking at me you wouldnt know only my writing shows.


regrets with me last for years! the last major regret i had was in the 9th grade and never got over it till about the 1st year of university it haunted me every single day.i guess when one lesson fades another rises oh joy -_-

wait saturns the house of karma right? and its rule by cap? my saturn is in capricorn in my chart and its my rule plant in my chart -_- just my luck with a cherry on top.



aww blushes >.< yea your kool rlly like talking to you. more people like you should present themselves in my neck of the woods ssh