Pisces changes

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Well, after a series of VERY negative events, I re-evaluated alot and decided to take a big risk, I moved to NYC to start a new job. The change from my old routine is quite significant, but I do believe it is a step that will pan out for the better. Can't really say if it will all work out to my expectations, but I never really thought I would ever be where I am right now... I guess time will tell all
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Yeah, I feel like I am totally changing and gaining confidence. Like I'm tired of sitting back and letting life pass me by and letting people take advantage. I feel totally in limbo too! I feel like I finally have the courage and conviction to do what I really want to do, and not be afraid to do it on my own. Does anyone else have a life-long ambition that they finally feel ready to go for??
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I have always strived to gain alot of ground in my career, I am doing so financially, but find myself sparing my creative freedom in the process. I also have a real strong desire to break myself from some destructive habits in the whole personal arena. Does anyone else find themselves looking inwards more than ever to really try and sort things out. I thought I had found the one when I really found nothing more than infatuation.
It is frustrating because even though I am doing alot, I still feel as if I am in some sort of a rut!
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I can definitely relate to that... have spent a lot of time the past few months thinking everything over and looking inward...coming up with some surprising revelations about myself and the negative aspects that have left me in a rut/unhappy/frustrated.
I have yet to take action though, as although I need to start taking control of my life, I'm not sure which direction to take. I have realised that never taken control of my life and therefore have always just drifted and this has been the cause of my insecurity and unhappiness. Also thinkning about what REALLY makes me happy....art/music/creativity/actin/working with children/people. I am 24...graduated college when I was 21...have not done anything significant in between...taken jobs way way below my ability and have nothing whatsoever to do with my interests/talents
First I am going to travel for the summer to gain perspective 'find myself' meet new people ..hopefully coming back rereshed and with a clearer view of what maked me happy!
Good Luck to everyone !
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I've been experiencing changes many of them negative. There is something in the air. The one thing that I have been feeling is that I feel more confident and secure about myself. Been doing a lot of soul searching the past few months and came up with all the things that I need to work on in my life. Hope all this effort is worthhwhile. I guess I almost feel like I'm growing up....oh no :0
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I have been going thru hell....!!!! I broke out of a 2 year relationship with a capricorn that we were just too diffrent and i was still inlove with the last capricorn i dated before, then lost the cap that i did really love and have never been able to forget about he moved back to South Carolina to get his head strait...Fell for a Scorpio and he ripped my heart out and will not talk to me at all any more over a disagreement.And all of this started happening in the middle of July right before mars moved thru my sign in August and is still, now a pisces that i would have never thought would call me in million years calls me right after the scorpio broke my heart and tells me that he really liked me that whole time back then he was just a 22yr old acting like a 12yr old and that he wants to see me.....Ya! i am going thru some really hash realaty bits now...

love a very confused Picses
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O My God! This sounds exactly like me! Been going through some nightmarish but at the same time kind of liberating changes.
One minute I feel at the depths of despair, and doomed to failure, next I am proud of myself for not taking any butter any more, but I don;t know if I am doing it right.
You say that you have changed jobs, changed locations etc. I can't even do that. I am just at home, stuck in my room, with my parents, wondering what the hell I am doing, what is wrong with me. Not trusting anyone, everyone has let me down. Everyone. Feeling so depressed, and only even worse becuae everyone is rejecting me because of it.
I find it sometimes really hard to do the normal stuff, like arrange and go for interviews, look for jobs, actually get motivated to look for jobs! I don't actually care. I end up making appointments and not turning up, or making excuses. I am living back at home, and I always thought that I would be the one who would leave home at a very early age, as I am very independent-minded and know my own mind. I wanted to leave at 17. But gone are the old days. Gone are the days, when you didn't have to go to college, and you could take off, and you made what you could of your life, and their was SOUL. You did whatever you had to do. But you LIVED it and EXPERIENCED it and FELT it. You didn't sit behind a computer all day every day, like today, and in actuality lived totally disconnected from everyone. Once there was a time when you dreamed of far off-lands, and different countries and cultures, but now, they are just doing the same thing that you are doing, sitting behind a computer at a desk somewhere. Running late for work, getting stuck on the underground. Not conecting with anyone, avoiding eye contact with people. I hate the world today, the non-stop, the lack of community connections. You make friends, then they leave. People are horrible, people are mean. Now I feel under the control of everyone, and am taking butterty jobs probably as a form of rebellion. I used to be in love. In love with music, art, Marlon Brando, TRUTH, creativity. I used to be at home, but dreaming of the day that I would be on my own doing my own thing. Now I don't even know what to dream about anymore. I feel like a freak, becuase I can't seem to function at the day to day level of everyone else.
I sense all the mean and cruel inuendos that people say and think. The answer seems to be, that I am the only person that can change that. Be tougher be stronger, have an ego. Walk into a place and talk down to everyone because I have a degree and I am better? I have a degree, I have intelligence, but no matter what new situation I find myself in, I can't seem to summon up the energy to 'promote' myself, or be full of myself. It doesn't come naturally to me. I mmet new people and I am shy, always shy. Does it mean I am weak? Why is it weak? I have worked as a waitress, and I am just as shy at talking to the wash -up person, as I am in talking to the businesss man who comes in in the suit.
I just know I don't want anyone telling me what to do, or to do anything that I feel is because someone else said I should. I feel f*/@ked up!! Am I destined to be an attic eccentric, or a 40-year old living with their parents??
I have been reading a lot about birth order also and its traits in a person- some really interesting stuff. I am also the youngest in my family, which might explain a lot! Maybe combining that with Pisces, it looks like I am destined for a life of craziness, loads of unfulfilled plans and dreams, schemes, tantrums, idealistic dreams. Has anyone ever read 'On the Road'. Or is that a stupid question?? I read it in one sitting, and I cried my eyes out, because I felt like I could have written it. I could have been Sal. I FELT like Sal, and nobody knows. And I cried for the person I once was, and seemed to have lost. And I found out that Kerouac too was a Pisces, and the youngest, and I feel the same.
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Well I happened upon this site through daily horoscope and I'm so happy to know I'm not the only one who's been feeling out of sorts.

For the past couple months I've felt tremendous changes happening in my life, (nominally love department).

Even though I've felt a bit scared knowing I have had to make major decisions and deal with things I'd usually place on the back burner rather than deal with them...I made up my mind and went for it, come what may and I'm glad I did.

The changes have been pleasant as well as some difficult issues to deal with but as all Pisces, I went with the flow and adapted.

So even though I feel like the "crisis" of the planets affects has somewhat ended at least for me I hope, I have a stronger attitude for it.