Pisces man Cancer women break up

I was in a long distance relationship with a Cancer women. We hit it off and felt like we had known each other for years. It moved very fast and before you know it she told me she was in love with me, i felt the same but was hesitant to say it. We opened up quickly about our personal lives and told each other our deepest darkest secrets and personal struggles etc. She was from Georgia and Im in Ny.

I previously wrote about this in another post but I was planning on going down to see her at some point over the summer after I finished school and unfortunately my dad was involved in bad car accident in Alabama when I called her to tell her she said why dont you fly down and you can use my car, i invited her to come along if she didnt mind meeting my family and she said no id love to. So we drove from Georgia to Alabama and (this is important part of story) when we got to my grandmothers she had tequila that she had poured into water bottle she said she had bad anxiety and her having a couple sips of tequila would help ease her anxiety.

I didnt think anything of it and the trip went great a couple days later we went back to georgia and spent the rest of the week together. Shortly thereafter we were talking about me moving there for school or at least going there for the summer and trying it out. I was going to take a semester of online classes so if it didnt work out I could always come back home. So during this time we had a couple talks about her drinking because every 1-2 days a week she would go out drinking and she drinks tequila straight up so i said is it necessary everytime you go out for you to get drunk and she avoided the question and I continued to ask. Im in recovery for drugs and I told her this and I also told her my dad is a alcoholic. She said she doesnt have a problem drinking and just does it to deal with her anxiety because she doesnt have health insurance and cant afford prescription. I told her if i found a reasonable priced therapist would you go and she said of course.

So now she comes to visit me in Ny and the drinking continues. She is drinking tequila right from the bottle in my car (sips at a time) finally the next day I tell her I dont want someone who drinks to deal with underlying issue. I felt horrible but thought it was for the best.

I took her to her dads house and she was very nasty for a couple days texting and calling being rude. Then she needed a ride to aiprort and I offered to drive her. I drive her to airport and she gives me lousy little hug.

She text me when she got home and I was already asleep. 20 min later she text me again asking if im asleep. I text her next day saying Im glad you got in ok, have a good day. Then I text her and told her how i felt about her and that if she needed anything im here. I poured my feelings out to her and she kept reading messages but never responded. I said guess you have nothing to say and she replied cant talk right now.

Should I just move on and forge

We were very close and talked all the time. I explained how I felt and that I wanted it to work out if we could both see our faults and work on it. We were texting back and forth somewhat and then once I let my feelings out she just flat out ignored me. I thought she would have something to say. We were very close and she said she was in love with me and wanted me to move down there. I dont know, i really miss her and havent contacted her at all and I guess its best that I dont and let her initiate contact if she chooses to.