So I have met a Pisces man a couple years back. We connected at first glance really. I was completely honest with. We both had troubling love lives. In the beginning he would always tell me that he would be lonely forever. It made me feel horrible. How can an amazing man like himself feel this way? Well, I have felt it before because before him the people I dated were wrong for me. It took us some years to have sex. After having sex I felt different about him. Not in a bad way, I was confident but I felt like he was in charge. He would always tell me since then that I have a strong power that if I wanted I could get whatever I wanted from him. Interesting but I just enjoyed every moment we shared even the mini arguments which never meant much to either of us, they were more so in my mind ways that we both vented to each other our frustrations with the world writ large. It would be over politics as if we were politicians..haha or I would be jealous of his female friends and he would be of.mine (I am queer) It was never about each other, which is why now I bring up a question. The last time we had an argument was after the second time we had sex and actually we have only have had sex 2x in these hmm 4 years...it was more him venting and me listening. He told me to leave, like his life, that was the theme. He was not yelling but he sounded stressed a bit..(we had a pregnancy scare)There is an important part I have left out, we live in 2 different states , pretty far apart, so when we see each other, we definitely appreciate every moment. However a couple days later he texts me and tells me that he wants to have sex with me forever, apologizes and then tells me he is not okay and then says that he will talk to me later. I am emotionally stable, I am very happy in life. I really care about him and I do not have advice to give him because I find that he makes great decisions. What is it that he wants, not really my urgent concern, I am admitting that I would like to know if it would be wise for me to move on quickly or not...I am confused. I know that this is not a sexual thing between us,,,we are both young in our twenties...I love him and he loves me. Is it that I am starting to bore him? There are just questions I find interesting to ponder, every moment in life is a long time, so speady nights in long thought about these conundrums are fun..any help or input? Give me an avenue I havent sleep walked into yet.
