i think its time for a change in me. Lately, all the past memories been filling up a lot of anger and shame. And this is NOT me. I'm not going to share those memories, but i will share that i'm going go try and take a change in my life. I think i should do the things i enjoy but parents are holding me back and also myself. Sometimes i lose my self confidence and sometimes it all comes back. Durno. I like singing, so i wanna learn piano and sing. I like to dance, so im going to take dance classes(jazz, hip hop, pump, locking, etc). I like to draw, so i'm going to just draw with myself(art classes bore me. ZzZz xO-- haha) I like to write poetry, but lately i've been uh..not writing as much.. maybe i should start again. Lately, i've been trying to search for myself but its still not clear. I know my faults, i know my good points, what else is there to figure out? But there is to me, it still feels sorta empty. I dont want to figure out which category im under in, i should just let it be, be myself and become an individual, but i still dont know. Blah i dont know. I wanna do everything.