So my ex Virgo of almost 2 years contacted me 2 weeks ago. She started off by saying hello, how are you, etc, but then began to tell me, "I miss you, I've been dreaming about you, i just havent been able to get you out of my mind recently." We agreed to meet the next day because we work at the same mall (go figure). I didn't see her and so I just went to work. She messages me later that same day through a different form of communication than the other times shes called me (she contacted me with private numbers but contacted me through snapchat this time?) She starts telling me "oh well i guess you didnt want to try but ok." I smoothed things out and so we met the day after and then basically talked and caught up on each others lives, but in my mind I was wondering why the hell she contacted me to begin with. As we were walking and talking my coworker (which I've grown very fond of) was messaging me and I was looking at her texts every chance I got. Not to mention that I kept mentioning her to my ex (which i forgot virgos hate!). Funny enough, during our small talk i noticed that she was.., i guess lowkey flirting with me because she kept bringing up sexual inuendos just like when we started to talk for the first time in high school. Anyway, after a good 30 to 40 min of small talk I brought up the question at hand, "why the hell did you call me? You told me that the last time we saw each other would be the very last time." I was fairly confused on what kind of game she was trying to play. She then told me that when she talked about me with her friend that she asked her whether she still had feelings for me and if she'd date me again. I told her, " i feel like you're simply checking up on me to see if I'm still available at your disposal, just in case things don't work out with your boyfriend" she replied with "no if still do love him but I don't think we'd be able to go back out again tmdue to our history. Surprisingly enough though, she told me that she's had it with her bf (Taurus) because hes apparently always a "dick", and she added that she's been wanting to break it off but is afraid to be alone. I told her that she can break up with him and stay single and I could help her learn how to feel independent so that she can see that she doesn't need to rely on a man to be happy. I told her that I do definitely still love her but that during our time apart I tried to understand whether I "loved" my her or if it was just a simple obsession over a girl I spent almost 2 years of my life with. I continued by telling her that I wanted to kiss her once more but that I knew what consequences would follow and that I'm not willing to make her life any harder than it is. After that day I guess I was on a loving spree and sent her a long letter of how much I'd want her to be mine and listed promises/vows that I'd never break because I know what I want in my life already and I'm not trying to waste time. Can somebody give me some insight on my situation.
