Any other Scorps feeling Depressed, weird lately?

I've been feeling very self-doubtful, emotionally-controlled and cold, mistrusting of others, "party-pooper" attitude, and fatalistic and pessimistic about my future with men or a man and my career for 5 months now. I've always been emotionally "full and enriched" but this year it seems like my emotional well-being has taken a turn for the worse.

I don't know but maybe it's that Saturn is now transiting the later degrees of Libra in the 12th house for scorpios, and I am a third decan scorp nov. 17. I also have my Saturn in capricorn in my 7th house in opposition to my cancer (emotional) ascendant.

Any other scorpios and those in the 3rd decan feeling same lately?