omnicron
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confused: new to dating world
Hello,
I'm 23 y.o born august 13, 1991, leo, female who has never had a boyfriend, never been kissed, never been treated in a romantic way and i've grown to be okay with that because for one I've never met any guy who I could see myself with, sure I've had crushes and desires but in the long run I've just never met someone who I could truly be myself around. I'm the shy loner type who blends into others' personality to accommodate them, but I never really show my true self to anyone, only a filtered version, only the parts that I think won't be harshly judged, I know that this is wrong that I shouldn't worry what other people think about me, but its just so hard for me to walk around school or any public place and not feel everyones glare, I'm hyper aware of others and I just walk and stare at the ground, but now I force myself to look into peoples eyes and just feel their energy and just let it flow through me and not let it affect me, and it's working.
I am not naive when it comes to relationship problems, I haven't experienced but I learn from what I hear and from just observing my brothers and their relationships so I have some idea. The main reason for this message is because recently I met a guy 22 y.o. (Scorpio, November 15, 1992)on this website and he just came out of nowhere and told me how much he has been waiting for someone like me, I wrote a very detailed profile saying basically what I've told you about who I am, and he just told me how he understands where I'm coming from and he seems genuine, he is a very emotional guy who wears his heart on his sleeves and I'll copy and paste some of those messages he sent me so you can get a better idea of how everything started, these are only his messages, I know it's long. but please so read them, it will give you a better idea of what kind of person he is, and how I came to fall in love with him his personality, I don't know if it's love but I can't stop
thinking about him, it drives me crazy, I need answers, Help!!! please!!!
"Excuse ME, How Might You Be Doing This Morning? I Would Love To Extend My Friendship As A Token Of My Gratitude...My Name Is Alex...I Really Like Your Pictures."
"I Know People Are Very Closed To The Idea Of An Open Mind"
"But Just Don't Be Like Them"
"May I Be Honest With You"
"I've Really Been Waiting All Day On This Conversation??_"
"I Really Want To Spill My Heart Out To You But I Don't Want To Lose This Connection With You Meaning I Would Reall
I'm 23 y.o born august 13, 1991, leo, female who has never had a boyfriend, never been kissed, never been treated in a romantic way and i've grown to be okay with that because for one I've never met any guy who I could see myself with, sure I've had crushes and desires but in the long run I've just never met someone who I could truly be myself around. I'm the shy loner type who blends into others' personality to accommodate them, but I never really show my true self to anyone, only a filtered version, only the parts that I think won't be harshly judged, I know that this is wrong that I shouldn't worry what other people think about me, but its just so hard for me to walk around school or any public place and not feel everyones glare, I'm hyper aware of others and I just walk and stare at the ground, but now I force myself to look into peoples eyes and just feel their energy and just let it flow through me and not let it affect me, and it's working.
I am not naive when it comes to relationship problems, I haven't experienced but I learn from what I hear and from just observing my brothers and their relationships so I have some idea. The main reason for this message is because recently I met a guy 22 y.o. (Scorpio, November 15, 1992)on this website and he just came out of nowhere and told me how much he has been waiting for someone like me, I wrote a very detailed profile saying basically what I've told you about who I am, and he just told me how he understands where I'm coming from and he seems genuine, he is a very emotional guy who wears his heart on his sleeves and I'll copy and paste some of those messages he sent me so you can get a better idea of how everything started, these are only his messages, I know it's long. but please so read them, it will give you a better idea of what kind of person he is, and how I came to fall in love with him his personality, I don't know if it's love but I can't stop
thinking about him, it drives me crazy, I need answers, Help!!! please!!!
"Excuse ME, How Might You Be Doing This Morning? I Would Love To Extend My Friendship As A Token Of My Gratitude...My Name Is Alex...I Really Like Your Pictures."
"I Know People Are Very Closed To The Idea Of An Open Mind"
"But Just Don't Be Like Them"
"May I Be Honest With You"
"I've Really Been Waiting All Day On This Conversation??_"
"I Really Want To Spill My Heart Out To You But I Don't Want To Lose This Connection With You Meaning I Would Reall
Hello,
I'm 23 y.o born august 13, 1991, leo, female who has never had a boyfriend, never been kissed, never been treated in a romantic way and i've grown to be okay with that because for one I've never met any guy who I could see myself with, sure I've had crushes and desires but in the long run I've just never met someone who I could truly be myself around. I'm the shy loner type who blends into others' personality to accommodate them, but I never really show my true self to anyone, only a filtered version, only the parts that I think won't be harshly judged, I know that this is wrong that I shouldn't worry what other people think about me, but its just so hard for me to walk around school or any public place and not feel everyones glare, I'm hyper aware of others and I just walk and stare at the ground, but now I force myself to look into peoples eyes and just feel their energy and just let it flow through me and not let it affect me, and it's working.
I am not naive when it comes to relationship problems, I haven't experienced but I learn from what I hear and from just observing my brothers and their relationships so I have some idea. The main reason for this message is because recently I met a guy 22 y.o. (Scorpio, November 15, 1992)on this website and he just came out of nowhere and told me how much he has been waiting for someone like me, I wrote a very detailed profile saying basically what I've told you about who I am, and he just told me how he understands where I'm coming from and he seems genuine, he is a very emotional guy who wears his heart on his sleeves and I'll copy and paste some of those messages he sent me so you can get a better idea of how everything started, these are only his messages, I know it's long. but please so read them, it will give you a better idea of what kind of person he is, and how I came to fall in love with him his personality, I don't know if it's love but I can't stop
thinking about him, it drives me crazy, I need answers, Help!!! please!!!
"Excuse ME, How Might You Be Doing This Morning? I Would Love To Extend My Friendship As A Token Of My Gratitude...My Name Is Alex...I Really Like Your Pictures."
"I Know People Are Very Closed To The Idea Of An Open Mind"
"But Just Don't Be Like Them"
"May I Be Honest With You"
"I've Really Been Waiting All Day On This Conversation??_"
"I Really Want To Spill My Heart Out To You But I Don't Want To Lose This Connection With You Meaning I Would Reall
I'm 23 y.o born august 13, 1991, leo, female who has never had a boyfriend, never been kissed, never been treated in a romantic way and i've grown to be okay with that because for one I've never met any guy who I could see myself with, sure I've had crushes and desires but in the long run I've just never met someone who I could truly be myself around. I'm the shy loner type who blends into others' personality to accommodate them, but I never really show my true self to anyone, only a filtered version, only the parts that I think won't be harshly judged, I know that this is wrong that I shouldn't worry what other people think about me, but its just so hard for me to walk around school or any public place and not feel everyones glare, I'm hyper aware of others and I just walk and stare at the ground, but now I force myself to look into peoples eyes and just feel their energy and just let it flow through me and not let it affect me, and it's working.
I am not naive when it comes to relationship problems, I haven't experienced but I learn from what I hear and from just observing my brothers and their relationships so I have some idea. The main reason for this message is because recently I met a guy 22 y.o. (Scorpio, November 15, 1992)on this website and he just came out of nowhere and told me how much he has been waiting for someone like me, I wrote a very detailed profile saying basically what I've told you about who I am, and he just told me how he understands where I'm coming from and he seems genuine, he is a very emotional guy who wears his heart on his sleeves and I'll copy and paste some of those messages he sent me so you can get a better idea of how everything started, these are only his messages, I know it's long. but please so read them, it will give you a better idea of what kind of person he is, and how I came to fall in love with him his personality, I don't know if it's love but I can't stop
thinking about him, it drives me crazy, I need answers, Help!!! please!!!
"Excuse ME, How Might You Be Doing This Morning? I Would Love To Extend My Friendship As A Token Of My Gratitude...My Name Is Alex...I Really Like Your Pictures."
"I Know People Are Very Closed To The Idea Of An Open Mind"
"But Just Don't Be Like Them"
"May I Be Honest With You"
"I've Really Been Waiting All Day On This Conversation??_"
"I Really Want To Spill My Heart Out To You But I Don't Want To Lose This Connection With You Meaning I Would Reall
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I'm 23 y.o born august 13, 1991, leo, female who has never had a boyfriend, never been kissed, never been treated in a romantic way and i've grown to be okay with that because for one I've never met any guy who I could see myself with, sure I've had crushes and desires but in the long run I've just never met someone who I could truly be myself around. I'm the shy loner type who blends into others' personality to accommodate them, but I never really show my true self to anyone, only a filtered version, only the parts that I think won't be harshly judged, I know that this is wrong that I shouldn't worry what other people think about me, but its just so hard for me to walk around school or any public place and not feel everyones glare, I'm hyper aware of others and I just walk and stare at the ground, but now I force myself to look into peoples eyes and just feel their energy and just let it flow through me and not let it affect me, and it's working.
I am not naive when it comes to relationship problems, I haven't experienced but I learn from what I hear and from just observing my brothers and their relationships so I have some idea. The main reason for this message is because recently I met a guy 22 y.o. (Scorpio, November 15, 1992)on this website and he just came out of nowhere and told me how much he has been waiting for someone like me, I wrote a very detailed profile saying basically what I've told you about who I am, and he just told me how he understands where I'm coming from and he seems genuine, he is a very emotional guy who wears his heart on his sleeves and I'll copy and paste some of those messages he sent me so you can get a better idea of how everything started, these are only his messages, I know it's long. but please so read them, it will give you a better idea of what kind of person he is, and how I came to fall in love with him his personality, I don't know if it's love but I can't stop
thinking about him, it drives me crazy, I need answers, Help!!! please!!!
"Excuse ME, How Might You Be Doing This Morning? I Would Love To Extend My Friendship As A Token Of My Gratitude...My Name Is Alex...I Really Like Your Pictures."
"I Know People Are Very Closed To The Idea Of An Open Mind"
"But Just Don't Be Like Them"
"May I Be Honest With You"
"I've Really Been Waiting All Day On This Conversation??_"
"I Really Want To Spill My Heart Out To You But I Don't Want To Lose This Connection With You Meaning I Would Reall