Confused Scorpio (pisces involved)

okay first off this may be long, so I apologize.

I am very confused.

I have Pisces friend. We've known each other for a few months, and have become very good friends, almost like BFFs.
One day I got mad at her & stopped talking to her. Initially she kept trying to start conversations with me, but she was ignored. We work together and during the time we weren't speaking I noticed them looking at me at random times.
We didn't talk for like a week and a half, but 1 day I had to break the ice because I really started missing her. I got butterflies in my stomach when thinking about them, looking for them at work & being upset when they weren't coming in. We talked for a day & she told me she was really upset that I ignored her. Then the next day I stopped talking to her again because I started feeling like she was putting other people before me (she claims that I am her real friend at work while these other people she just talks to to kill time).
When we weren't talking she told people that we worked with that she was mad that I was ignoring her. She told her girlfriend that I "broke up" with her. Her & her girlfriend joked that I was her work wife. Most people at our job joked that we were dating, that's how close we were/are. Hell we even joke around like that. Like her saying to someone, "oh she is cheating on me with so & so" (One day I found it funny because I said something to her about her dissing me to talk to other people, and she said, 'yeah well, you always leave me to talk to A B & C. You don't even talk with C like that)
Anyway, somewhere in the not talking stage I realized that I like her. But that confuses me because I'm not gay. Obviously she is.
So 2 days ago I tell her that I like her. She says she's only saw me as a friend. And I told her I initially saw her as a friend only too. I've kind of assumed she wasn't interested in me because she said she doesn't like black guys, and I'm black. She also said that she's wondered before if I liked her. According to her because I was too touchy feeling (which I'm really not), and that when I try clothes on (we work in a clothing store), I always look for her to get her opinion. But I do that with everyone. And also because she drinks/smoke & I don't do either, which makes no sense. So I told her, 'you just want me to like you'. which she just laughed at. Mind you this convo was through texts. She said this 'revelation' doesn't change anything between us & it's not going to be weird. But I t

But I think it will be. At least for me.

I am very confused because:

1. I'm not gay
2. I don't want to date her OR get physical, which I told her. (It is weird though because every time I like a guy I usually think about having sex with him)
3. she is in an on again off again LTR (with an aries female...)

I feel weird because I am reacting to certain things as if she was my boyfriend. >> I get jealous. I want to be around/with her a lot. Constantly looking at my phone hoping she calls. (the funny thing is in the past there were times she would text right at the moment I looked at my phone). And I am constantly wondering if she is thinking about me. (probably not as her & her girlfriend are going through some things.)

Why do I feel this way—?

If it helps
Her
sun pisces
moon libra
venus Aquarius
ascendant is in scorpio

Me
sun scorpio
moon sagittarius
venus virgo
ascendant is in cancer


Thanks!!

You dont want to date her or be physical with her, but you like her. Isnt that a friendship? A Scorpio can obsess or be possessive over someone they are close to and who has earned their trust. Doesnt mean your gay. Just means your Scorpio.

Wow seavixen. you make me feel like you know her. lol

It's funny what you wrote in your last paragraph. For the longest time she used to always make comments that would annoy the hell out of me. I knew she wasn't doing it to be mean. And I got annoyed one day & I told her to stop saying what she was saying. She was like 'oh I didn't mean any harm by it. I say that to you because I feel comfortable with you.' Which made sense because at the time I was like the only person at our job that she really talked to. But ever since then she's stopped.
And as weird as this may sound I think she hides her feelings more than I do. Like the other day I told her I thought she didn't care when we weren't talking because she acted so nonchalantly. and she said she didn't want to show her emotions (being upset), so she kept it to herself (and her girlfriend).

"Of course you'd be jealous of her spending time with others..your bond makes you feel like she belongs to you."

the day before I told her I liked her, I told her that I owned her (jokingly). she laughed about it then, and the next day. And made it a point to tell me when she was going on lunch. which I thought was funny.

thanks for the replies everyone!