I don't think this make sense, but may be you do?

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CuspLady
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9 Years

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Hi

Now I don't usually go by signs .. but this guy friend of mine is driving me INSANE! We know each other/work together for 4 years now.
He has blocked me "again" from a communication app.
Once before he did it while I was on vacation. I texted him and sent him pictures from my vacation .. He blocked me after couple of days. I didn't make it easy for him to say sorry but yet, he did it again now!

We didn't return to communicate again well until this Jan .. and again he block me! It's like whenever we get close and form a bond, he disconnect and form a wall.
I love this guy .. well he is a friend but he confessed love to me before while I was not ready .. sadly though since then he also never asked me again. Mostly because it didn't go well too (?)
I told him I was not ready .. I am out of a bad relationship and he is my friend, it was a bad bad timing. I kinda shut him down :/ .. he was my friend and I needed a friend not a boyfriend!

So since then he just act friendly but also do this :/
he never asked me again or even told his feelings again .. he say he care for me and miss me .. but then nothing more. This january I started to tell him "more about my emotions" .. and he just did this!

I was HURT because I thought may be if I open up and tell him how much I love him, we will start something. Well, he just blocked me and since then we had no time to talk .. I was off, then he was busy for couple of days and yesterday I lost it .. I just told him in front of a college he was very rude in his choice of action. He just said, wait, what do you mean but that college was discussing something with him. Yea don't tell me, I exploded and i knew it is wrong but I was leaving and I passed him and all I could think of how i feel v-v ..

He didn't contact me today but we met at the elevator and he stopped to say: we need to talk and he was thinking all day what is it and he only figured it out this last hour! Well I am not sure it was in need to figure out. Am I wrong?! I don't feel to hear him though I know I want to know .. but he blocked me after I told him that he means a lot to me and I love him. I might be so capricorn because I didn't say be my boyfriend but I feel .. I was clear.

Do you get this mess? I went through a lot of emotions last week and i decided, this should be in the back of my life. It was stressing me and it doesn't worth it. If he can't value me, it's ok. But then he talked to me and said this and I want to understand if this sound sense to anyone?! Because to me it doesn't.
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CuspLady
@CuspLady
9 Years

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He is 33, I am 28 and you are right, I shouldn't think much.
I got the answer for why he does it: he do it so he doesn't talk to me. He tells me that: I find myself interested to talk to you none stop and i just have to control it ! I don't know what to do.

I wonder what does it about it and being confused. He sure is "exactly" what you said. I thought Scorpio take risks?
Anyway, he also go silent and distance himself lately .. I think I suddenly turned to a CSI team member 😆

I noticed he is "less" open and himself since I rejected him .. But also he stopped all, unless he call me or we meet, he won't text at all. He text other people but not me. It's like he "confuses" me a lot now. why I am this much "special treated"

Why can't it be easy? I love you too and we date .. or well I think we are better off friends .. and we don't date?