Leo Boy, Scorpio Girl; Need some help please

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So, I've learned a lot about astrology the last few months (I was totally unaware of it before) and I have come to respect it as it seems to be correct and have so many answers to actions and personalities of so many people around me.
Me and this Scorpio Girl seem to have a mutual attraction but we both have very busy lives (I own a company and she has an important job on other company who hires us regularly - but she has nothing to do with that) and live a couple of miles away from each other. The thing is we see each other every week and we even went out but we are always surrounded by people except for a couple of minutes at a time. I am without drivers license for at least 2 more months because of a speed infraction so I fell awkward asking her for a serious date because I have no way of picking her up so far were she lives and she would have to drive me around (like it has happened before) and I guess she fells I am not very comfortable with that.
2 months ago I tried to kiss her but I must admit that the context was not appropriate to say the least; she was completely caught by surprise and she politely asked me to stop and said that "this" could be very complicated right now, that she had never met anyone like me before but she was not allowing herself to fall for no one at the time and that she needed to get to know me better and see what happens. I tried to kiss her because I knew I was not going to see her or talk to her for the next 3 weeks and wanted to let her know how I feel before going away. After that we kept seeing each other but always with people around and in those moments alone none of us mentioned what happened but there is a tension between us that we can almost touch, not a bad kind of tension, just a awkward one, like sexual, I don't know.
She is not running away from me and she does her best to be in the same places I am when possible but it feels like it would be impossible to function as friends at this time (I don't want this of course, I'm just trying to describe the present situation the better I can) because she turns shy and I turn shy when we are alone (stupid, I know). So, because I do not want to lose her because she thinks I am not interest in her anymore (she believes in true love, romance, etc. and she seemed to be growing impatient asking me when would I be able to drive and if I could hurry things up to get the license back) and even though I have no drivers license at the
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time I was thinking of asking her out to meet for dinner to be alone and talk, not necessarily about us but just be together and talk but the precise day I was going to ask her out for last Saturday I heard her receive a call from a guy asking her out for the same night!
She was very friendly to him on the phone (like she is to everybody but a different kind of friendly like there was complicity or something) and she said that Saturday she was free at night and that she would call him to make arrangements. This was Friday and a week before this when I was with her having dinner (alone but during ?work?) some guy called asking her out for that evening but she had to refuse because she was working and told him she would call later; I bet it was the same guy. So, back to Friday, after I heard that call I got annoyed and I did what you call ?pout? for the rest of the day not only around her but around everybody because when I pout, I pout! A sincere, noticeable and unshakable pout you know? She noticed it of course. Even though I heard that call later in that evening when we were saying goodbye I did as I intended and asked if she already had plans for dinner on Saturday (technically she did not, on the phone call she said she was going to call and arrange it); she said ?Yes I have? and I just said OK and left.

Through mutual work acquaintances, with whom we both talk to all the time, on Saturday night one of them told me she had talked with Scorpio Girl earlier and that after work she went straight home and was already in bed. She also said that she wanted to say sorry to me because I probably needed her for some kind of work issue that night because of the question I made the day before but that she needed the rest that weekend. I said to this friend that it was OK and that I was just going to ask her out to dinner but because she told me she already had plans I just dropped it. Sunday I met this mutual friend again and she somehow took the conversation to this topic and mentioned that Scorpio Girl had indeed plans for Saturday but had forgotten all about them (yeah, right?) and went straight home to sleep. I made no remarks?

So, what do you make of this entire situation in general and this last one specifically? What does this mean; what do you think her feelings are based on the actions I described?
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Hmm... so intensity does not scare her, that is good to know because I fell that she has doubts about my feelings for her because I have tried to control them as much as possible so far. She seems the kind of girl who is looking for a perfect relationship (or as perfect as it can be) and that can only happen in a relation were the couple truly love each other. Sometimes It's like she's testing my level of commitment to make this work or something, for instance, she has already put me in a situation where I had to met her mother and talk with her for a long period of time (I had the choice to avoid this situation but I did not), she also talks a lot about personal things about her, especially her past and her family. I do not know how to read her sometimes because she is very good in hiding emotions. So should I turn up the intensity I have shown so far and show her my emotions more openly or just keep things as they are right now and see what happens? The problem is I do not know if she is waiting for me to kiss her, I fell insecure right now...