So I met this girl through a mutual friend. I got really interested in her and checked her out on Facebook and all other possible websites to know more about her and I really liked what I found. I always do that before I ask any girl out to find out more about her personality and if it's interesting to me at all. She is very shy around new people.We got along really well and it was alright for 3-4 months. She used to cut herself a lot and since she met me she stopped it and told me that it was coz of me that she was able to stop and that I was the best thing in her life.Then she goes that she doesn't want to be in a relationship at the moment coz of some personal problems and family things and wanted to be friends. She said she loved me many many times and I love her too. I told her that I got very strong feelings for her and I can't be friends with her and I was mad at that time so I said I will have to cut her off from life, I dunno if I meant that seriously.So she was afraid to lose me I guess so she came back to me the very next day.It was fine again for few weeks and then she starts ignoring me. She added her ex on Facebook and that just pissed me off. I told her that you can't be friends with your ex coz he still has feelings for her and that's just an unnecessary complication in out relationship and she got mad for that! She thought I didn't trust her whatever. I apologised to her and told her that I did trust her but I don't like her being friends with her ex who got feelings for her. Then She breaks up with me and comes back apologising to me after a week.She told our mutual friend that she made a mistake and she knew that i loved and cared but it was too intense for her. Just two days after coming back and telling me how much she loved me and missed me she came up with something wired. She said she is scared of me and doesn't feel safe in this relationship. I joked around with her couple of times that I am a serial killer and stuff. She actually believes that now! It's just ridiculous coz we been together for so long and been to so many places even lonely places after midnight and I can't believe she thinks of me that way! That's just ridiculous. Her best friend has been my housemate over an year and she is like my sister. How could she even feel like that? Is there some other reason she doesn't wanna tell me coz I could tell she was so much into me.we had an argument over this and then she just cuts me off. Blocked me everywhere. What should I d
