Perfect Night

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15 Years25,000+ PostsSagittarius

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i have been begging for 2 years to go out on a date with this guy and finally i feel like we did. aww he held my hand and my waist.

we went together, separated to mingle, and than left together. i looked at him a few times and he was having a good time. i caught him looking at me a few times and i was having a good time. i didnt have to worry about him lurking over my shoulder or being overbearing. he was puuuuurrrrfect. he let me be my ol saggi self. Both of us were life of the parties. when we get together its magic.

i was crossing the street and he grabbed me hand on the way over. i friggin melted. i could have fainted.

he really made an awesome memory. job well done sir, job well done.

first time ever eating and having a conversation with him. first time in 2 years. if id knew it would have taken me this long, i would have brought a book to read.



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15 Years25,000+ PostsSagittarius

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Posted by Let*It*Be
"You sure he isn't a Leo with a lot Fire-Air placements?"



Yea DMV...what are his placements? I looked to see if you posted it but could not find if you posted it or not. Sounds like earth in there (methodical, slow, gentleman, grounded, secure etc...) Congrats on the manly man...😉



Sun Scorpio 13.41 Ascendant Capricorn 27.27
Moon Gemini 15.52 II Pisces 5.11
Mercury Sagittarius 5.15 III Aries 11.55
Venus Sagittarius 2.46 IV Taurus 12.38
Mars Leo 23.44 V Gemini 8.12
Jupiter Virgo 6.33 VI Cancer 1.51
Saturn Virgo 23.51 VII Cancer 27.27
Uranus Scorpio 20.50 VIII Virgo 5.11
Neptune Sagittarius 18.56 IX Libra 11.55
Pluto Libra 20.07 Midheaven Scorpio 12.38
Lilith Virgo 13.20 XI Sagittarius 8.12
Asc node Virgo 5.47 XII Capricorn 1.51

Sun in Midheaven
Moon in V
Mercury in Midheaven
Venus in Midheaven
Mars in VII
Jupiter in VIII
Saturn in VIII
Uranus in Midheaven
Neptune in XI
Pluto in IX
Lilith in VIII


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15 Years25,000+ PostsSagittarius

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to me, he comes across like the typical shy insecure scorpio man with someone he loves and equally wants to dig my grave and bury me with a flashlight when hes upset.. with other people, he is the life of the party and a douchebag mixed in one. with his mars in leo, he def dresses for shock value and attention. hes witty, a dick, cunning, lonely, a drunk, loveable guy. he has alot of passion and he isnt turned off by giving it to more than one lover at a time. he has sooo much going on at all times. loves to call the shots. likes to hold hands and sometimes begs for it in silence. if that makes any sense. i feel like he cries out for love but you gotta watch your step.

when i sat across from him while we ate our food, i just cant help to feel constant flows of energy between us. the same energy i feel for him while being in the same room, but now its not shared. that passion is focused solely on me. it is an overwhelming sensation. primal, sexy, dark, brooding, intense. i welcome it like a crackhead. i think about if hes read my love letters, how he must enjoy them, if hes thinking about sex, if hes thinking about his sandwich, what sex tonight is going to be like? im debating jumping his bones now at the table, the parking lot, and i was thinking something else that i havent stopped thinking about but i dont want to jinx it by talking about it.

to me as a scorp moon venus in cap, the days after are the hardest emotionally with him. i doubt myself and i try not to doubt him. i struggle with these emotions. i want to suffocate the shit out of him and not care. i only have 2 gears. full speed ahead or i dont move.

to suffocate represents a big risk of outright rejection and hurt. it may not be today, may not be tomorrow. it may be 15 years down the road when i have finally let my guard down and have exhaled. thats when he'll catch me slipping fucking bastardo. but at least for those 15 years i have a true love.

to not suffocate means im safe. i already had one boyfriend and one was good enough for me in my lifetime. but i would never feel the true extent of his love.