Scorpio guy breaks up with Taurus girl, long read

So, I met my Scorpio ex online through a game. We began talking everyday and texting. Soon, we started webcamming every week and talking on the phone ever single day. He teased me and would make cute comments. I fell for him hard. We live 6 hours away from each other.

Around January 2012, his mom died due to cancer. He tried shutting me out, but I would check up on him to cheer him up. Soon, we started texting again and talking on the phone. Around mid February, I asked him if he wanted to be in a relationship. He told me he doesn't do long distance relationship. I was hurt and stopped talking to him as much.

Around beginning of March, he called me up to ask me to webcam. On Skype, he had told me he missed talking to me. He told me that if I told him that I liked him, he would come visit me. I said yes and he came to visit me at the end of March for 4 days. On the 3rd day, he had asked me to be his girlfriend. I agreed.

He was my first boyfriend and I was his first girlfriend. When he was 18, he met a girl online and I guess they both started talking to each other. They both told each other they loved each other, but the girl was married. I believed this affected his self-esteem a lot. He also didn't graduate high school since he was busy working.

Throughout the months, we started arguing a lot. We would have little arguments and end up making up. Sometimes I would get upset and he would cry because I was angry. I was so use to our fighting that it didn't bother me. I would be the one to always text him or call him which bugged me. He would have work on the weekdays from 7 am - 6:30 pm. Sometimes he would get angry at me. He was frustrated from work and that I wasn't there. One day, he shut down on me and broke down, saying that sometimes he wished he could die because that one person he told everything to (his mom) is dead. I was in shock and I told him I was there for him no matter what.

11 months into the relationship later, he called me one night and said he wanted to break up. I cried and pleaded him not too. This affected him and he said never mind. A day later, I believed everything was fine since we were texting each other. The day after that, he didn't contact me when I had contacted him all day. He told me it was over. He was sick of the fighting. He needed the physical feelings. He told me he was a crappy boyfriend and he hoped I find a guy who treated me better than he did. I told him I wanted him only.

We were together for 11 months. Our relationship had ended in March 2013. We didn't cut off contact off. We would text, but sometimes I would get angry at him and send him mean texts. Soon, we started webcamming and talking on the phone again. Things started blossoming again.

On my birthday in May 2013, he visited me to tell me he was in love with him still. He told me that he would be a better boyfriend. I believed him because I was so in love with him. While he was in the bathroom, I was looking through his phone and I saw a girl had sent him boob pictures. I accused him he had the nerve to ask me after this. He started crying and told me he would go home if I wanted him to. I told him I was upset, but why would he do that. He told me she was a girl he met in Vegas when he was 21. He told me this was when he was so mad that I said mean things to him. He told me he'll delete her number and he showed me.

He stayed in my city for 2 days. The 2nd day, I had gotten angry at him for coming during exam weeks. This upset him so bad that he told me he was going home a day early. I felt incredibly awful, but he told me he loved me. Our relationship was still the same after the breakup. I would call and text him always. I got upset that he wasn't paying enough attention to me.

Sometime in August 2013, he had gone missing for 3 days even though he told ne he was going to call me on the 2nd day. I got upset and he told me it was my fault. A week later, he told me he was getting tired of our relationship. He said he wanted the physical aspect of the relationship and the pain was getting worse everyday. A day later, I had gotten mad at him for not doig something after he fell asleep from work. He called me to tell me he wanted to break up.

I asked him to webcam with me. I asked him why did he ask me out again. He told me he had loved me so much at that time. I accused him he didn't love me enough to be with me. He told me if he loved me any less, he would have broken up with me sooner. I told him to learn from this. He started crying that he was a loser. His low self-esteem was getting to him and our relationship

5 days later, I asked him to webcam with me. I told him I thought it was best if we don't keep in contact whether it'll he a few months, a year, or never. He told me he hopes I find someone who would treat me better than he did. He told me I had a good heart and not to let someone take advantage of me. He told me he never wanted to put me through this a third time. I told him to help himself first before he dates again. Before we ended the call, he told me he's sorry things ended this way and he wished things were better.

A week later, I call and text him. I give into my weakness and can't stop missing him. He has blocked me on facebook and doesn't answer any of my calls or texts.. Our friend told me that my ex was the one who told him that he was the one who initiated the no contact rule which surprised me since I was the one who said it. How do I move on from my first love? Some days I miss him, other days I don't think about him.

Thank you for reading this super long post.

I wasn't sure what information I should input. I thought it would be necessary, but I guess not. I'm sorry about that.

I wasn't sure what information I should input. I thought it would be necessary, but I guess not. I'm sorry about that.

Thanks a lot for the input.

Maybe I felt like I had to help him and deep down, I believed I failed as a girlfriend.
It's hard for me to throw all our memories away since I don't want to exactly say goodbye forever.
However, it'll help me grow and learn from this first relationship.

So, it would best if the both of us don't talk to each other again and move on, right?
I don't know why its so hard for me to let go of him.

Thank again for your help

Thanks guys for derailing my thread.
At least the stuff you're posting is more interesting than me.

Are Taurus and Scorpios even compatible?
I hate that I'm so hung up over him when I know I should slap myself for that.
I just hope he's happy later on in life and not miserable due to this breakup.
I'm kind of scared this breakup might affect him a lot since he's the type to keep things to himself.

I hid the wrong thing... That's embarrassing.

Well, I'm still young. Only 20 years old, he's just my first love.
I feel like if my ex and I ever met again and he asked me out, I would say yes.
Is something wrong with me?

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Posted by geminicandle
What's your beef with Gemini women anyways? Don't you want one of us to date one of you?

LOL

That's a loaded question.

I was just referring to the fact it was a non-Gemini here asking for help or bragging that she bagged a Scorp.

Bless this Taurus girls heart. I truly feel for her.

And you KNOW my feelings about Gems...

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meh...and you never felt for me ..!

wait...am i getting angry at you because secretly i am so ANGRY the way you scorpion can just shut people out because that make us feel like we are a piece of crap like they mean absolutely NOTHING to you...this is when i know scorpion is so bloody stubborn ! worst than us bulls ! ! ! * sigh*