Scorpio with Aquarius moon

... anyone? If so, have you been also feeling unmotivated, depressed, obsessed, can't detach, anxious, sentimental, self destructive and just moody as all hell? Cuz i sure have. What's going on here? I am in actually an enviable position as far as having little outward stress in my life these days, so why the eff am I tearing myself down from the inside? I've been eating well, exercising, all that good stuff. I'm traveling in a foreign country, I'm doing great so WTF is wrong with me? Lunar eclipse? Bad energy? Or maybe I just need a nice big bowl of STFU?

My favorite dish! 😄

My scorpio has an aqua moon. He seemed to be in a weird mood last night and a little depressed today. But he felt better after playing a show.

Maybe doing something you're passionate about will help improve your mood. It's worth a shot 🙂

Oooooh thanks everyone. Here is my chart:



Zodiac in degrees 0.00 ?? Placidus Orb:0
Sun Scorpio 14.18 ?? Ascendant Leo 2.29
Moon Aquarius 22.01 ?? II Leo 22.42
Mercury Scorpio 20.48 ?? III Virgo 17.19
Venus Scorpio 19.29 R ?? IV Libra 18.20
Mars Libra 11.13 ?? V Scorpio 24.57
Jupiter Scorpio 16.00 ?? VI Capricorn 1.14
Saturn Taurus 19.31 R ?? VII Aquarius 2.29
Uranus Libra 11.20 ?? VIII Aquarius 22.42
Neptune Sagittarius 0.01 ?? IX Pisces 17.19
Pluto Virgo 28.52 ?? Midheaven Aries 18.20
Lilith Virgo 7.12 ?? XI Taurus 24.57
Asc node Aquarius 29.32 ?? XII Cancer 1.14

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Happykitsune ... that made me feel better, thanks! Today I ditched my mandatory workout and went shopping instead. Bought a fabulous sweater (I love being in a foreign country where I can actually afford things) and feel a bit better ....

Posted by EyesOfFire
Scorp with aqua moon? Have you been also feeling unmotivated, depressed, obsessed, can't detach, anxious, sentimental, self destructive and just moody as all hell? Try a bowl of STFU!

Totally sounds like an completely random, unorthodox infomercial.

hahahaaha!

Thx godcomplex for the description. At least they acknowledge my benevolence when revealing my dictatorial side......

... and here are my aspects, fire away, y'all. I have had at least one very knowledgeable amateur astrologer become horrified while looking at it ... four squares and just one trine. In her words, "You're fuct!"





Planet Aspect Planet Orb/Value
Sun Conjunction Mercury 6.31 251
Sun Conjunction Venus 5.12 229
Sun Conjunction Jupiter 1.43 497
Sun Opposition Saturn 5.13 -118
Moon Square Mercury 1.12 -136
Moon Square Venus 2.31 -65
Moon Square Saturn 2.30 -76
Moon Sextile Midheaven 3.41 14
Mercury Conjunction Venus 1.19 365
Mercury Conjunction Jupiter 4.48 270
Mercury Opposition Saturn 1.18 -205
Mercury Conjunction Neptune 9.13 31
Venus Conjunction Jupiter 3.29 219
Venus Opposition Saturn 0.01 -154
Mars Conjunction Uranus 0.06 249
Mars Opposition Midheaven 7.06 -18
Jupiter Opposition Saturn 3.30 -110
Uranus Opposition Midheaven 6.60 -13
Neptune Sextile Pluto 1.09 43
Neptune Trine Ascendant 2.28 14
Pluto Sextile Ascendant 3.37 2
?? 2184 -895 1289

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DominOo, I'm usually not self destructive but lately ... all I do is eat bad shyte, drink more than I should and wallow in misery and obsession! This has got to stop. HEY I think I still have a Snickers bar in my purse ..........

Not really forgetful, just unmotivated. I DO have a ton of work to do and can't push myself to get it done, I'm occupying my precious time with stupid pointless bullshizz, and that is contributing to my foul mood and sense of failure!

Posted by aliennation
You're complaining about 4 squares?

I know someone with like 12 squares and 3 oppositions. And 2 or 3 trines.

Oh man. Got my big steaming bowl of STFU right in front of me!

Autumn, here are the placements we share: Sun in Scorpio
Moon in Aquarius
Ascendant Leo
Mercury in Scorpio
Mars in Libra
Pluto in Virgo

You mentioned that everything is going well in your life. That may be the tip-off.
As Scorpios, especially with the transformative Aquarius Moon activated by a transit,
your inner stirrings may be representative of your spirit looking for more spiritual
challenges. As Scorpios, if there is nothing wrong, we create something wrong, just to
make ourselves more aware(hopefully) and stronger. As long as we realize this process
is happening, then a good outcome can happen. It is when we don't realize we are creating
these things, and blame "outside" circumstances, that confusion and conflict ensues.
I would calmly look at what type of spiritual issues are most apparent and important for
you at the present time, and find ways to actively engage them.

Posted by AutumnalChick

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Happykitsune ... that made me feel better, thanks! Today I ditched my mandatory workout and went shopping instead. Bought a fabulous sweater (I love being in a foreign country where I can actually afford things) and feel a bit better ....

Glad you feel better 🙂

Posted by Equator
Autumn, here are the placements we share: Sun in Scorpio
Moon in Aquarius
Ascendant Leo
Mercury in Scorpio
Mars in Libra
Pluto in Virgo

You mentioned that everything is going well in your life. That may be the tip-off.
As Scorpios, especially with the transformative Aquarius Moon activated by a transit,
your inner stirrings may be representative of your spirit looking for more spiritual
challenges. As Scorpios, if there is nothing wrong, we create something wrong, just to
make ourselves more aware(hopefully) and stronger. As long as we realize this process
is happening, then a good outcome can happen. It is when we don't realize we are creating
these things, and blame "outside" circumstances, that confusion and conflict ensues.
I would calmly look at what type of spiritual issues are most apparent and important for
you at the present time, and find ways to actively engage them.

Whoa. That just stopped me dead in my tracks. It makes more sense than anything I've heard in a loonnnggg time.
And it just gave me a whole lot to think about, from a whole new angle than the bullshit brooding I've been doing in recent weeks! In general I do create challenges for myself knowing that it's the path to self-improvement, and yet it never once occurred to me that this could be what is going on. I feel like a light has been shined into a dark corner and I just gotta get in there and clean out the dirt and cobwebs.
You are REALLY good. THANK YOU for this.
Also...
Look at how many placements we share, that is mind-blowing! If we lived in the same area we'd either be BFFs for life or we would kill each other 😉

Posted by godcomplex
hey i was wondering does anyone have the birth chart for ART GARFUNKEL, he played and sings (with an amazing voice i must say) scarbarough fair... 🙂

if yes pls can u tell me what his moon is...

just wondering as he is amazing lol!!!

Art Garfunkel... Scorpio w/Leo rising, just like me! Clearly there is something to that combination that produces frizzy, out-of-control hair ...

Born: November 5, 1941, 11:00 PM
in: Forest Hill, New York, NY (United States)
Sun: Scorpio
AS: Leo
Moon: Gemini
MC: Taurus
Dominants: Leo, Scorpio, Taurus
Pluto, Sun, Venus
Houses 10, 4, 3 / Fire, Air / Fixed
Chinese Astrology: Metal Snake
Numerology: Birthpath 22

Autumnchick,

I'm glad what I said resonated so well with you. I often wonder how some Scorpios
get away with seeming basically superficial. I wonder how much energy they
have to expend and how much force they have to apply to their psyches to prevent Pluto from
causing the shake-ups that can lead to a truer understanding of themselves and their place in
the universe.
Then again, some would have it that what we experience on the outside, is,
in some ways, a representation of the inner, so when I see a seemingly superficial Scorp,
I have to ask myself, "How are you trying to thwart, or assist the transformative process
in yourself?"
I think that sometimes, learning to be "normal"; patient, persistent, honest,
reliable is the spiritual lesson to be had, but I think that when we accepted the life role as a
Scorpio, we agreed to experience intense and even cataclysmic events to break up deeply-rooted
and encrusted karmic patterns and tendencies. Nothing else will suffice. These are small deaths
that we experience continuously, and it is up to us to see them as either endings or beginnings.
So good advice to both you and myself would be to find something extremely spiritual and
fulfilling on a personal, soul level and dive into it.
Studying astrology and past lives is a good way for me to do that. I need to intensify my
studies, though (Mars in Libra sometimes does not push as hard or as consistently as it should). This forum should help me in this regard.

Paul

Posted by Equator
As Scorpios, if there is nothing wrong, we create something wrong,

just to make ourselves more aware(hopefully) and stronger.

As long as we realize this process is happening, then a good outcome can happen. It is when we don't realize we are creating these things, and blame "outside" circumstances, that confusion and conflict ensues.

click to expand

Posted by Equator
Autumnchick,

I'm glad what I said resonated so well with you. I often wonder how some Scorpios
get away with seeming basically superficial. I wonder how much energy they
have to expend and how much force they have to apply to their psyches to prevent Pluto from
causing the shake-ups that can lead to a truer understanding of themselves and their place in
the universe.
Then again, some would have it that what we experience on the outside, is,
in some ways, a representation of the inner, so when I see a seemingly superficial Scorp,
I have to ask myself, "How are you trying to thwart, or assist the transformative process
in yourself?"
I think that sometimes, learning to be "normal"; patient, persistent, honest,
reliable is the spiritual lesson to be had, but I think that when we accepted the life role as a
Scorpio, we agreed to experience intense and even cataclysmic events to break up deeply-rooted
and encrusted karmic patterns and tendencies. Nothing else will suffice. These are small deaths
that we experience continuously, and it is up to us to see them as either endings or beginnings.
So good advice to both you and myself would be to find something extremely spiritual and
fulfilling on a personal, soul level and dive into it.
Studying astrology and past lives is a good way for me to do that. I need to intensify my
studies, though (Mars in Libra sometimes does not push as hard or as consistently as it should). This forum should help me in this regard.

Paul

Thanks again Paul. Intense and cataclysmic events definitely have shaped my life but as awful as they were to experience, they helped me get myself to the next level. Shook me out of the shallow superficiality of my day-to-day life and directed me to choose a new and extremely interesting life path that is much more true to who I am. So while I don't know if I'd choose to go back and relive them, I can't say I wish they had never happened.

You seem to be pretty great at astrology so stay, stay, stay with that! As for me, I get most of my spiritual inspiration from being outdoors. I am in Peru at the moment and signed up for a four-day hike next week through the Andes that ends at Machu Picchu which is supposed to be one of the world's great energy vortexes. I am beyond excited and

... post got cut! ... Beyond excited and hoping this will give me the spiritual kick in the ass I need, which will in turn (I hope) get me through a creative project I've been trying to finish but have been experiencing a block with. Anyway, here I come, Machu Picchu, whatcha got for me?!

Posted by pathfinder

Posted by Equator
As Scorpios, if there is nothing wrong, we create something wrong,

just to make ourselves more aware (hopefully) and stronger.

As long as we realize this process is happening, then a good outcome can happen. It is when we don't realize we are creating these things, and blame "outside" circumstances, that confusion and conflict ensues.

click to expand

I know, right? Spot on, Paul/ Equator. Now that I see it so eloquently in print it makes so much sense, but for some reason none of this occurred to me when I was in my pool of self-loathing, spinning my wheels and not getting anywhere.

Posted by bluemoon9043834

So a Scorpio with an Aquarius moon? Hmm, which is something that goes like this? 🙂

Your Sun, Mercury, Jupiter, and Venus Square your Moon. These self-destructive tendencies and the feelings you are describing have to do with these hard aspects that your moon is receiving, especially with your Sun/Moon Square and you sometimes have to battle with yourself. The Sun/Moon hard aspects can be difficult if we remain in the lower conscious levels.

If you want something more in-depth, can you post your chart wheel? 🙂

HAHAHAHAHA! Yep ... that's pretty much it ...

Thanks for offering to look at mah wheel! That is one of those things I can't get my head around as well as I would like, and I'm jealous of those who can interpret them so well.
My frigging iPad won't let me upload photos to Flickr or any other site for that matter, but here is my link to one of those freebie chart sites ....THANKS!!

http://alabe.com/cgi-bin/chart/astrobot.cgi?INPUT1=AutumnalChick&INPUT2=&MONTH=11&DAY=06&YEAR=1970&HOUR=10&MINUTE=00&AMPM=PM&TOWN=New+York&COUNTRY=USA&STATE=NY&INPUT9=&Submit=Submit<BR>

Weird? What happened to the board?
Here's my link to my wheel .....
!

http://alabe.com/cgi-bin/chart/astrobot.cgi?INPUT1=AutumnalChick&INPUT2==11&DAY=06&YEAR=1970&HOUR=10&MINUTE=00&AMPM=PM&TOWN=New+York&COUNTRY=USA&STATE=NY&INPUT9=&Submit=Submit<BR>
(DXP and my iPad hate each other)

Autumnal, these cataclysms I think can often be pre-empted transformed into something gentler if we recognize
and heed those times of inner spiritual stirrings and frustration in ourselves, and, instead of waiting for the universe to intervene and disrupt and re-arrange things (which we can feel is about to happen), we can find creative ways to go with this flow and learn the present lesson. This is one instance when astrology is a great aid. When we feel we are at those "fulcrum" times, we can draw up a chart and see what needs to be learned.., which forces are in play.
Good luck on your trip to Machu Picchu.

Paul

Posted by AutumnalChick
... anyone? If so, have you been also feeling unmotivated, depressed, obsessed, can't detach, anxious, sentimental, self destructive and just moody as all hell? Cuz i sure have. What's going on here? I am in actually an enviable position as far as having little outward stress in my life these days, so why the eff am I tearing myself down from the inside? I've been eating well, exercising, all that good stuff. I'm traveling in a foreign country, I'm doing great so WTF is wrong with me? Lunar eclipse? Bad energy? Or maybe I just need a nice big bowl of STFU?

Your not the only one this whole week but I kind of know what my problem is

Posted by Equator
Autumnal, these cataclysms I think can often be pre-empted transformed into something gentler if we recognize
and heed those times of inner spiritual stirrings and frustration in ourselves, and, instead of waiting for the universe to intervene and disrupt and re-arrange things (which we can feel is about to happen), we can find creative ways to go with this flow and learn the present lesson. This is one instance when astrology is a great aid. When we feel we are at those "fulcrum" times, we can draw up a chart and see what needs to be learned.., which forces are in play.
Good luck on your trip to Machu Picchu.

Paul

Thanks Paul. I've always had a problem when it comes to that "pre-emptive" bit. It's good to come here and get insight from people who don't 🙂
Fulcrum times ... I like that!

Posted by scorpio101



Your not the only one this whole week but I kind of know what my problem is

Well ... What is it?
Cmon, we're a bunch of nosy fckers on this board, didn't you know? 😉

Posted by bluemoon9043834
@AutumnalChick

You have a T Square in your chart that involves Saturn, too. You feel a lot of tension, huh? Lessons are learned with hard aspected charts like that and there isn't a lot of luck granted. Your Scorpio stellium would fall into your 4th house if that is the correct birth time, making your home and family life very important to you.

Bingo. Everything that makes me "wise" as I am sometimes called has come about through a BRUTAL personal lesson, some of which I set myself up for, others of which were bad luck ... undeserved ... not my doing ... however ya wanna call it. There are lots of things that as an intellectually smart person I should have known, but had to be smacked upside the head by Life in order to incorporate it into the way I live. Common sense stuff. Avoidable problems that i did not avoid and suffered the consequences, often much more severe consequences than the average outcome. Drove my Taurus best friend NUTS.
... So THAT's why.

As to home/family, that was THE most important thing in my life for a very long time. Without going into details here, I lost both within a very short period of time (due to unavoidable / "not my doing" circumstances) and have been living a nomadic existence ever since then, traveling the world and avoiding getting serious with anyone. I work as a freelancer and have laptop, will travel. I know that this is my way of protecting myself from ever again experiencing the unbearable hurt I felt when I lost home, baby, husband and pets all within the span of a few months. If I don't have them ... I can't lose them. I like my loner, gypsy existence very much but sometimes I do feel like I am missing out. I will be spending Christmas at Machu Picchu. That is remarkable and amazing but would I prefer to have my son alive opening presents in a lovely cheery home surrounded by pets and people and noise? Yes, definitely.

Oh autumnal.....My heart goes out to you on losing a child....(((hug))) You are surviving the best way you can. Thank you for reminding me to value my son just a little more tonight.

Posted by bluemoon9043834
Also, with the North Node in the 8th house, you are to open yourself with people and recognize your need for others. Shared resources. Hmm, interesting. Btw, my North Node is in the 8th house conjunct my Moon and I am an air moon as well. I've gone through some real bizarre shit in life and quite a bit of loss... I've also lived an "unstable" type of life for the last 3 years, traveling and stuff. Just being free, I love my freedom. 🙂

Sometimes I feel like I find the most stability in the unstable 🙂
For a long time, I sought that excitement-in-the-unpredictable that i craved by attaching myself to men who were either unavailable for a real relationship, or else emotionally/ mentally unstable (my ex husband). Ugh. The problem with that type of instability is that it's out of my control; my destiny is in the hands of someone else.
I've found that this constantly traveling life style , while highly unstable, is where I am quite comfortable ... and all decisions are made by me, nobody else. Sure, I'm limited by places, circumstances and budget, but those are healthy or normal restrictions ... not restrictions imposed on me by others.
I sometimes wonder if I will ever live a "normal" life style again and have a real home and put down roots again. Part of me wants it badly, but a bigger part of me wants to avoid it entirely.

Posted by bluemoon9043834
I noticed that your North Node is in the 8th house. The North Node is our growth path and life directions... lessons to be learned in this life. With a North Node in the 8th house like that, loss was to come into your life. Loss can come in the forms of death of loved ones, loss of jobs, careers, material possessions, etc. There is lessons in learning to let go of the past and detach from the need for physical, material and emotionally security (south node in the 2nd house). Embracing change is necessary and the universe forces changes by taking things away. The purpose is to become more spiritual and to manifest healing in our lives and in other's lives. Your North Node is in Aquarius, which calls for your own individuality, to go off into the unpredictability, and not care what others think.

I love my freedom too 🙂
Yes, my losses in life tend to be what has defined me and set myself on my, ahhh, unconventional life path these past several years. I remember when I was in my early 20s thinking how lucky I was, nobody I was close with had ever died nor had I ever experienced something *really* bad happening to me. Soooooo naive! I wonder if I kind of knew that I had some big blows in store for me.
I would not ever want to relive those big blows in life, but they have made me so much wiser and more willing to follow my gut instinct first and foremost and never care what others think ... so I can't say that I resent them. I don't. They have made me who I am. HOWEVER. I hope all the big bad shit is behind me. ... and even saying that, I am hearkening back to the naive me in my 20s ... so I guess I can expect more to come. Sigh...

Posted by BigGirlPanties
Oh autumnal.....My heart goes out to you on losing a child....(((hug))) You are surviving the best way you can. Thank you for reminding me to value my son just a little more tonight.

Thank you for that. I am so glad that's the message you too k away from my post ... to value your boy a little more, don't ever take him for granted. Hug him as much as he will let you 🙂 and tell him you love him every day.

This is an article that ht me right in the heart and also is an excellent reminder of not taking anything for granted. Filed under "so you think you're having a bad day?" .....

(warning: Kleenex will be needed)

http://www.nytimes.com/2011/10/16/opinion/sunday/notes-from-a-dragon-mom.html?_r=1&src=tp&smid=fb-share

Aww thanks babe. I would LOVE to finish a book I started and am soooo close to finishing ... It deals with a lot of the losses that I've been through, and a writer friend of mine read it and said he thought it needed two more chapters. Two more. That doesn't sound like a lot, but they would have to go into some uncomfortable detail about parts of my past that I'd rather not dredge up. But he's right, the book needs that information for context. And I've been in such a block, it's part of the reason I've been consulting these boards lately, to figure out how to move through this block. Get those two frigging chapters written so I can move on to more light, fun writing projects that I'd like to start. By the way I love your friend's blog... it's fantastic and the info you gave me has given me a lot of useful insight to consider. I will write more on it after I've had time to absorb it ...

Anyway. TO FREEDOM!

Enough about me, blahblahblahBLAH. What are you doing that you're passionate about? How are you pushing through your blocks? Nosy fckers wanna know! 🙂