why scorps?

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virtuousvirgo83
@virtuousvirgo83
16 Years

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For some reason Thats all I seem to attract is scorps. they are funny 2 me but can be very addictive. when 1st cutting one off i feel like i literally go threw withdrawls. i like them because for the most part they are pretty up front and they kinda give you the choice. out of 3 scorps in the last 3 yrs I am still cool with 2 of them. I met one last year and although the attractioon was there we didnt pursue. we didnt exchange numbers at all. I didnt see him again until a year later and it was by accident in a book store. we went for it this time. I wonder why we didnt go for it last year but this year we went for it. we just broke it off on friday. I am ok with it it was agreement.. ok.ok. i was a lil hurt and I dont know why because I wanted to break it off anyway. But instead he broke it off. Ill admit he did something I was strong enough to do. But it was if we both knew it was time to end it. We didnt argue nor did we fuss. we got along great but for sum reason we just both felt something in our gut that was telling us to quit. He felt bad, because i know he didnt want to hurt me. they are pretty good guys. I guess I am just kinda rambling.. so here is the question. why or have you ever wanted to do break it off with sum1 and when they broke up with you it still hurt. I am not upset with him. I was just hurt because i felt although I knew we had to break it off but yet it felt so right. if you happen to make it this far in the post thanks 4 reading
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virtuousvirgo83
@virtuousvirgo83
16 Years

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Hi,
we broke it off because we were both scared what we had was very deep mentally , emotionally and physically....everything was good. I know its sounds cray but I dont like when someone has such a hold on me like that. The relationship was very deep intense and passionate.. I didnt wanna be consumed and I think he felt the same way. He said it was to scary.. kinda hard to explain. you never felt something for sum1 that it actually scared you? and besides I am just kinda learning to have relationships... after my ex_ I am just not the same person.