Part 1: I am a Gemini and I met the prefect Taurus. Well in my opinion anyway. I need loyal people in my life. This Taurus had been chasing me for 5 years. I am 26 now and he is 22. I finally decided to stop and give him a chance. On our first date he was funny, comfortable and affectiionate. I started the sexual contact because I felt so connected with him. From then on he was calling me everyday, texting me, everyday and would get mad when I wouldn't text back. Are second date he introduced me to his friends (they all thought I was his gf because of our chemistry and he didn't deny it) Our next date involved my friends. Some he enjoyed while others made him uncomfortable. But after every date we always were imitate and he would open up and express his feelings. Even on one occasion he said he was looking for the one and thought I was it, that he chooses me. I cooked him meals brought him gifts. We were so comfortable with one another. One of the dates he said he love me, I got emotional and told him to take it back because I was scared to what it might bring. But I said I loved him too. I don't know if he felt rejected. We had a great relationship. Sometimes I would get jealous of the girls he flirted with on social media and questioned him about it. He was honest about it and found it cute when I got mad. Then he went out of town to meet some friends. He was partying and getting drunk. I was worried but he texted me everyday. While he was out of town my firend openly messaged me about wanting to hang out through social media. I guess he saw it and got jealous because he called me like twice. I didn't pick up because I was sleep. The next day I explained my friend had an fiance. He was relieved. He never share his feelings with but always on social media so he can get opinions on it. That bothered me because I didn't understand. I guess I kind of tipped him off to my snooping. Anyway, the next day he called me crying about something he did and how everyone hate him. I didn't understand but comforted him anyway. When he came back he was really distant. Started drinking a lot. We still went on dates and he was still initimate. I tried to ask him where our relationship was going and he always answered it what I said before and would get angry. I asked that a lot which I see was a huge mistake. I was worried about him and he showed up drunk to my house drunk one night. We watched a movie and got intimate again before he left. He said he was in a bad place and didn't want to hurt me. So later I talked to him and told him I their for anything. I asked him what he wants and he said he not ready, he confused and he didn't want to hurt me with his choices. I still loved him. So decided to be friends so he can get sorted out with his feelings. Then he asked can we be intimate again and we were and i threw in a little extra. He called me the next day and we talked on the phone like regular, but I told him that the last conversation
