I met a Taurus guy about 4 months ago things heated up quickly then he moved to a new city about 1.5 hours ago from me. We were in contact .mostly text. It slowed down a little since both of us started new jobs and I was trying to be understanding with him. He came home the first weekend he could we had sex and hung out. Then he left and barely any communication. Well I got pissed which I know was wrong but I was angry. I told him he had bad communication skills and was selfish. I got word vomit and told him I hope he finds happiness then regretted what I said later. A week later I text to mail him things I had gotten him for his allergies prior to all of this and I told him I was sorry. He told me maybe I don't speak his love language and I broke up with him and hurt him. First of all I didn't know we were together but I guess it was unspoken since we had gotten so close. Now we are back talking and it's not the same. I know he talks to others I see him on dating apps and he says he is barely on there. I really want to move on but its so hard. We connected on such a deep level. I tell meself I'm not talking to him anymore at the most I'll go 2 days then poof he text after not texting or when I text prior he takes forever to respond. I keep wondering if he is manipulating me? Deep down I feel like it but I dont want to believe it. Do I have build up trust again or should I trust my instincts and just really move the heck on??
