Do You Feel Better Now?

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Posted by nyc125
i definitely do im just praying someone calls me for a job, graduated a year ago already but need someone to call me asap. i feel i can acomplish everything right now it feels lile me allover again



Awww! Prayers sent to you--keep your head up, and just don't feel discouraged, it's gonna happen 🙂

And yes! That's the feeling! God, I missed it so--I hate feeling out of control of my emotions.

Everyone is telling me I look so somber today, but its just my game face on, cuz I'm ready man. BOY am I ready.

Fuk the past, the future ftmfw!
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yes i was actually about to start a thread by this and call it "saturn is completely done" i sit back and think of all the war scars i went through i have to admit were the most gurling years of my life. i learned so much. now i get to live up to my standards. i thought the light was never going to come i was betrayed, lied to treated like shhh (when it has never happened before), played, and even confidence diminished., but now everything is bettr and feel like myself.everyone is going to be surprised when they see me come out the the ashes like a pheonix. everyone that tried to kick dirt on me is going to feel real stupid. ..yea thats how i feel lmao
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Posted by nyc125
yes i was actually about to start a thread by this and call it "saturn is completely done" i sit back and think of all the war scars i went through i have to admit were the most gurling years of my life. i learned so much. now i get to live up to my standards. i thought the light was never going to come i was betrayed, lied to treated like shhh (when it has never happened before), played, and even confidence diminished., but now everything is bettr and feel like myself.everyone is going to be surprised when they see me come out the the ashes like a pheonix. everyone that tried to kick dirt on me is going to feel real stupid. ..yea thats how i feel lmao



you? me? >here
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lol u sound like me i dont have facebook or myspace i dont like it especially how people can be open spilling there drama that can be seen all over the net.im human i need to see people face to face to get to know them and retain my sanity from dealing with stupid people lmao.

But i use the yahoo and aol email system if you need me call me or shoot me a email plain and simple.


i dont even be on aim anymore lol.
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the funny thing about it is that i know these people from the past are feeling sick, and i told a couple of those people in around 2008 - early 2009 (saturn whats killing us around this time) that ima prove you wrong, and youre going to regret you did this to me and all she would do is say ok..whatever i wasnt able to prove it at that time because stairn was just kicking my ass and it was so frustrating i would get no results from anything (but i knew inside that day would come)
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So cool--I got a free Celtic Heart tarot reading from a horoscope site I frequent, for my birthday. The first card, describing my present situation, was this card

Tarot images ?? US Games Systems Self: Six of Cups

Main (positional) meaning | General | Position



Although a fond look at the past is pleasing and refreshing, your fulfillment lies in the future.

The card in the Self position reveals aspects of how you perceive yourself right now.

The Six of Cups symbolizes nostalgia and its power, illustrating two sides of your nature. When you look back at the past, your emotions soften; you feel tender, open and sentimental. When you look to the future, you know your will must harden; you need to be more powerful, directing the flow rather than following.

In the past, you were younger and lighter. Issues were also less complex and confusing. You were not empowered in the way you are now, however. The present is full of fresh potential while the past is two-dimensional, a snapshot of times gone by. It's fine to enjoy nostalgia and sentimentality, but when you have finished refreshing yourself in the waters of memory, come back to the present with energy for the future, where your scope is so much broader.