Ferghus Clydelover
@Ferghus Clydelover
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Me and my old LTR Cancer lady are back
The very best of luck Ferg. 🙂
Posted by tauruswomanwtf
Just curious as to why you and Cancer broke up back in 2004? And why was she reluctant? Just being nosy. 🙂
Nosy is ok : )
It's almost going to take writing a book to explain it tho. This is so strange... like the proverbial light-bulb has appeared above my head and I "see the light" finally after all these years. Why we broke up was all my fault. I knew it was my fault all along but I couldn't put my finger on the reason... why was I so dissatisfied with this wonderful woman who loved me so much? Yes, I loved her too, but that is also complicated. A lot of my problem was that we had met in 1982 when I was 21 and she 36. She came on to me for sex, and I welcomed it as I was young and horny as hell. She was married at the time and had several other lovers. I had no idea what was going on in her head, only that she was horny, a nice lady, and making love with her was wonderful, even tho I felt she was rather "plain" and had a "so-so" body. She is not someone I would have considered girlfriend material if I was doing the looking. She was my first older woman. The few gals I'd dated to that point, were within 3 years +/- my age. Tho I had gotten my first kiss at age 16, from a 21 year old gal.
It's going to take some time to work it all out as I wrap my mind around being back with her again... after all we've been through. But I will talk about it here... or write a book about it, lol.
Yesterday was the day. We made love for the first time in six years. I was nervous as hell as I walked over to her apartment because... well, it had been so long... would it be different that it had been? What might have changed with her now that she is 64? But I needn't have worried. It was like stepping back in time to 2004... no... even earlier... 1982 when we first met. We made love for over an hour, and after I was done, I lay next to her and she reached behind her head and pulled out her vibrator. Then as I massaged her body, kissed and fondled her... she played with her electric toy and had a good 15+ minutes worth of orgasm after orgasm while we laughed and laughed together. It was just like old times... only better because now I see her through different eyes. I no longer think she is "plain" but rather quite beautiful. I no longer think she has a "so-so" body, but rather that, even at age 64, her body is sexy as hell, with wonderful curves. I feel
I feel lucky to be with her. I actually slapped myself in the face as we lay in the afterglow of our sex-play to make sure it wasn't all a dream... it wasn't. It really happened... we're really back, after all this time and all the pain... and we're still very much in love.
I don't think I need to wish you luck any more Ferg. But could you do me a big favor and pass me your rabbits foot? 😛
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