after many days of reflection.I am found my self in a bind. I am so confused. I think I am in love. with sum1 I know I shouldnt be with. he tells me he does not want to be with me. and I say really means things to him and he says really mean things to me.. its like I am bi polar when it comes to him. one min I hate him and one min I love him. i am usually known to get over a relationship quick and move on to sum1 new. however this one I cant seem to get over.I seem to always dwell on the past with him. I usually can forgive pretty quickly but keep one at a distance. I am just dont get it. why cant I move on he did me wrong. we I tell him I love him and allthe good things about him he will not respond.or talk to me But when I say mean stuff he responds.. I really wantto clear my mind. and move on.
