when you say. . .

i will kill you. . . do you really meant it? fuck. anyways i had this old thing with a virgo guy, he was a cheater and treated me like dirt.I am a libra and it was really hard for me to let go and wake up. anyways when i had emough of his shit 2 months ago i told him im done and dont deserve to be treated this way and he should go do his thing because i also have a life and they would be other guys who are waiting to be with me so why should i waste my time hanging on to a scum like him. So i was MIA for a week or so doing the no contact thing even deleted fb ( 2nd best decision in my life so far ), changed numbers. anyways i cant delete my email since its for work, that were he saw a way of telling me how he misses me and how sorry he was and he will change. he said he realized how much he loves me . . but for me it was too late already i am happy now and drama free. When i broke up with him it was really hell. the feeling of being betrayed it really hurts. with the usual libra detox i had to go far away, eat, not even getting out of bed until day 3 i told myself this is enough already he doesnt deserve my tears. So i was really firm of not talking to him until i get messages from him that he will drin and drive and kill himself. fuck. i hate it when he does that, i called him but i made it clear im not coming back to him because if i did i would just cheat on him the same way he cheated on me ( libra justice baby its fucked but he deserves it ) and i dont want it to do it to him. So days went on and on of him wanting me back and he notices i can survive not talking to him for days ( when we were together i call and text like theres no forever and he likes it )and i said thats because he's on my friends zone now and he gets the same attention as any ordinary people in my life. Anyways i wanted to move on because i really am not the ex are my friends shit. when your my ex only memories, if it was uber great memories, are the only thing left inside of me. after that i wont even remember your last name its like i had a disk cleanup where unnecessary files are deleted. so yeah i told him why dont he just find someone else to be with and he said no one loves him like i do ( of course i knew that, thats why i dont have any regrets of leaving his cheating ass) and i said i know but what can he do im done i cant go back the way we where.

and then he said ok fine " find me a girl with big boobs and a big ass that would love me and you can leave me " and im like WTF? where can i find another stupid girl like that? and i told him he's an asshole and im way more sure that i dont love him anymore than i was before and i told him i am hanging up. an he said call me tomorrow, i said no. he said he will drink and kill himself. i told him i dont care i wont tal to him. and then said i will kill you if you dont call me. and i said you will never find me. and then i said goodbye. fuck. i know he didnt meant it but the unstability of that virgo sometimes scares me. you see i was there when he was a having a hard time with his life. and things got better and i made sure it did and he was already in a good place thats when acted like an asshole towards me its like he was hanging with people who doesnt even know he existed when he was all fucked up and shit. i know leaving him has broken him up but fuck i didnt deserve to be treated like shit i was there when no one gave a fuck about him, i was the only one there. Thats why when i knew about the girls ( its not only once it happened it was 3 times) thats when i packed up and left. Love...sometimes the endings are really surprising.

anyways im still firm at not calling him. i just want to ask you virgos how dark is your dark side? will you really kill yourself or your ex? shit

Neither is a reason to call him. He sounds VERY controlling and manipulative. Do not call under any circumstances and stay away from him... if you don't, the end result will NOT be positive in the least bit. It sounds like what he said is really bothering you, do not hesitate to go to the court house first thing Monday morning and file a restraining order if you feel the need, there is no shame in that - and, if you notice him casing your house, call the cops!! You come first, remember that! Protect yourself!!