Aqua Man with Promise

Hi,i'm capricorn woman and known this aqua man from my friend.She gave my phone no.to him and we've got a wonderful chat around 3 months.By that time i've got a serious illness (chronic kidney disease/failure)and after 2 months we chat i told him about my illness.i can't lie no more.He dissapear about a week but then he called me again and he said that he still want to get close and know me more.We lived in different town.And finally he came to my town. He got around 10 days in my town for handled embassy administration coz he had this job out of the country, and we can met only 3 times.the 1st time we've met it shocked me coz the chemistry was so high. i felt like a teenager in love(i'm 29 and he's 30).We've walked around just to extend the feeling,holding hands and only said a few words.its like our heart already connected.the 2nd time,he took me to the hotel where he stay. and we've got a lot of conversation. then when he want to kiss me, i pulled back and ask him about where this relationship he brings.i thought that he would answer the relationship we had only for a casual dates, but then he told me he wanted to marry me but need 2 years to collect money for the marriage and a settle living(at that time coz of my illness i'm not working)but he also said that i have to trust him coz when he work he'll got this autism(mean he will rarely contact me coz he'll focus at his work).it shocked me coz its beyond my expectation and i also agreed for the time he needed coz i've got a plan for a kidney transplantation and needed around 1.5 year for the process and the healing time.Then we kissed and coz the tension was gotten high than we make love.at 1st i felt so ashamed to open my clothes coz i've got this catheter in my stomach.but he didn't mind that.few days later we met again and became more closer. than he had to go back to his town.a month later he came back again for the embassy administration and also to see me.and then he got this bad news coz the embassy didn't give the job permit to him.he was jobless and desperate.i encourage him not to break down and helping him to send his cv to all the vacancy in our country that i saw at the internet.we even pray and fasting together.and finally he got this job by my friend help.but the job was further than his city.and he can have his annual leave 6 month after.and so we have this long distance relationship.

the 1st month he still contact me regularly, but then after that he was like dissapear and so hard to contact. He always say that he can't answer my call becoz he's so busy and his job is hospitality relation so he has to handling the guest and can't answer the phone.For 7 months we were not in a good communication. And it always me who have the effort to build the communication and not loose contact. Sometimes i get so angry, but then i miss him so much and so i call him again.couple months ago i've got my transplantation surgery, and until now he did'nt come to see me yet. he said it's not like he did'nt care but he did'nt have money yet(couple months ago his sister got merried and he gave all of his money for his sister wedding).Maybe becoz of the medication i have, i've got this depressed feelin and feel very sensitive and easily mad.And it bothers him, he said that he already told me that when he works he'll be focus and so he did'nt like i always accuse him for doing something negative there. but still i did'nt feel safe coz i feel so distance with him. What i want to ask, does aquarius man always keep his promise?should i not worry about the lack of communication we have?i love him so much and don't want to loose him...but sometimes i feel this craziness coz the way he treated me. Please help me...thanks