
??2 Fridays ago I met up with this Aquarius guy I had a huge crush on in hs, haven't seen him in 5 years. He's a cinematographer and I had asked to meet with him to discuss possibly working with me on a music video I'm directing this summer. He was very friendly and flirty (as all Aquarians are) but I thought he was flirting with my friend the whole time so I was like whatever, he likes her and I need to be professional with him anyways. So when they went out for a cig together I figured yeah, I'm out of the running. As soon as she came back and he went to the bathroom she tells me the first thing he sai when he got out the door was "so could you tell I had a thing for her in hs?" and said all this other stuff about how he would use the video to get closer to me etc. obviously I was elated but wanted to play it cool. I texted him when I got home saying it was nice to meet him and I was excited to collaborate on a project after all these years and he sent me back a HUGE text about how he had this big crush on me and all this stuff. He also facebook msged me 2 days later, and I asked what was going on for st pats and he told me where he'd be. Well I stupidly texted him asking a film question a few days later--nothing. Then the day before st pats I said I was excited for the weekend and he was kinda short with me. Sat I texted him saying top of the morning to ya! No response. I got drunk and against my better judgement I called him to see where he was at so we could meet up--no answer and I'm pretty sure he picked up and then hung up. Nothing else. So he went from being REALLY into me (or at least least pretending) to be completely disinterested. I don't get it? I was only friendly to him, I didn't make it seem like I was interested romantically just wanted to stop by and say hi on st pats. And I restrained myself from texting him too much, I only sent those 2 texts asking where he'd be and wishing him a happy st. Pats, the other was a question about film lenses. So I mean like if I showed that TINY bit of interest an he's already ignoring me, what the fuck? Why would anyone want a relationship with a person that gets disinterested so quickly. And I'll admit, I'm good looking- better looking than him for sure. And we ha a great mental connection at the bar. Ehh whatever, I want someone who can handle this lioness :-P














