AQUAS.. IMMEDIATE REPLY NEEDED! help

Hi Guys,
I need your advice..and FAST because I need to act SOON.
So, in my previous posts Ive told you guys how I was feeling very down and my aqua thought I was just asking for attention.. which got me mad.. and I lashed out at him and last night I told him I was going away for a while and he didnt reply to me still.. weve been together 4 1/2 years.. we are going to get married, I know.. but I need to fix this NOW.
I feel like I over reacted a bit and I want to msg him and appoligize..but, WHAT SHOULD I SAY?? How do I get across the point that: I felt hurt that he was DOWN-PLAYING my feelings & that Im sorry that I over reacted? I did realize this while I was alone.. please help as id like to msg him soon
Thanks in Advance

Wineaux: THANK YOU SO MUCH. I cannot put into words how much light youve shed onto my situation. Ive been feeling down all morning until I saw your msg, it means the world to me. Im also a Gemini, so Im sure we can relate.
This is the msg I want to send to him, however I still have not.. what do you think??


After spending some time alone and realized A LOT. I think I was being bratty and manipulative and I very much so over reacted. I blurted out my immediate feelings before considering them. If you pulled that 'reactionary' stuff on me, I'd be pissed too. This isn't something I should be doing to someone I want to be with. And I will own up for this one- cause I was so dead wrong. I am DONE doing this to you, if I ever do again, you have all the right to walk out on me. I think it took me alone time to stop and realize what I was doing to you. This alone time was much needed. I did get upset yesterday and I still don't think I'm wrong for being hurt/upset, its the way I reacted to it. I just had a bad,bad approach to it. Its embarrassing. Its a build up of a lot of stuff-but I got down to what it really is. And I'm working on that. I just want us to be ok again and move forward from this b/c I don't wanna dwell on it any longer. I don't wanna ruin the little time we have left together this summer either. I'm sorry. This will be the LAST time- I promise. 🙂

I had also added to it: Were gonna go through stuff, we just gotta work through it. Everyday wont be perfect

hey! no i didnt im just waitin for your approval !!!

hey! no i didnt im just waitin for your approval !!!