Did I royally screw myself??

I've been seeing my aqua steadily for a month. Hardly a day has past that we haven't been together. He grew up in Houston, where I live, but currently lives in another city. I should mention that about 8 months ago is when we first hooked up, and it was fun, but didn't go anywhere until recently. We've been friends for a year now.

I drove my aqua back to his city and made a horrible mess of things. I made a very poor judgement call while we were having drinks at a bar. The bartender was away from the bar, and i got impatient and helped myself to a beer. Of course, I was caught and thrown out of the bar. I want to assure you all that I've never done anything like that before, and consider myself to have good character and high morals. It was a mistake, one I have never made before.

My aqua is friends with everyone at that bar, and in addition to embarrassing myself, I embarassed him deeply. He was angry at me, rightfully so. This is the first incident we've ever had. He has always commended me for not being "a ridiculus girl," yet my actions that night were SO ridiculus. He forgave me for it. I've written a letter of apology to the bartender and yet another to him.

I'm just curious as to whether my actions will haunt what we have together. Both of us are certain we will always be friends, come what may in our relationship. I truly care about this man and what he thinks of me and am so scared that I have ruined things. What do you aquas think about all this? Do I still stand a chance, or will we be friends with no benefits?

oh poo...Aqua's are the rebel without a cause group, we are the most unconventional, unpredictable group in the zodiac...he secretly loved it and being an Aqua male he has done much worse...believe that.

he did mention that he had done worse before. He wasn't irate with me, but to use his word: disappointed.

oh he's okay, he's just a bit embarrassed, if his friends were not their he would have hammed it up with you...no man likes to be embarrassed in front of friends but deep down he's (thinking to himself) my baby is a rebel and he loves it, I being an Aqua like a person that have balls to go against the norm and do something funny and impulsive or have that oh fuck it type attitude, even when I'm embarrassed by it, I get a kick out of it, you showed him your impulsive and not boring, keep doing little things thats out of character from time to time, but make sure his friends aren't their to witness it oh this goes for sex too, no panties please *wink*

we love it.