I just wanted to say to you ladies and everyone eles that has commented thank so much for listening to me about my Aqua situation. It has been hard since I been on the board last but everything you all spoke to me I really took to heart. The Aqua and I have not spoken since the blow up. I did send him an email and exspressed my feelings and I am letting go. He did not respond of course but I told him I want him to be happy. That was all I ever wanted for him to be happy along with other things. I went to the hospital for test the bottem line..I have to walk away from ALL stress. Not just dealing with him! I since then had a birthday and made a vow to better myself all the way around. I have to admit I a fighting with the feelings I have for him. Day by day that I don't contact him my feelings are fading. I just wish I was not so stupid and allowed myself to love someone that did not love me the same. Or he may have but I will never know. I have not even been back to the office because I just can't do it and see him right now. I know I am no longer with the company so I am moving on all together. I just never met an Aqua like that in my life. I am very close with 2 Aquas and have had great friendships with them. Love their spirit and mind but this one really got to me. I had to pull into my logic and not my emotions and deal with it that way. *SIGH* I don't even have a desire to date right now..for a while..that was how bad he broke my heart but I don't think I am ready anyway. But thank YOU ALL so much for the imput when I needed it. I love this board and love reading eveythings..lol..one thing is true I have read..and that is Virgos suffer in love..I hate that way do..but then again it may be something in me that has to change..MMMUUUAAHHH!! Thanks Guys..*broken hearted Virgo who is healing* :-)
